Right I have a dilemma. This is kinda my story in brief.
I was christened church of england. But my family isn't entirely church of england... my grandma was a catholic and she married a non catholic and therefore got kicked out of the church (back in the day). However she still did all her catholic prayers and reading the bible and going to relatives communions and weddings etc, just as much a catholic as anyone else. we as a family were much closer to her side of the family, and so that whole kind of culture I've been around my entire life, I've never really had a church of england up bringing so to say. well.. I was brought up on the morals of christianity, went to rainbows brownies and guides etc.
I've had a rough year... and found I turned to God a lot, and started to live by the principles I believe in. i looked back on my life and felt that I was trying to live by my peers expectations, instead of my own, and when I was removed from that, I sort of remembered who I really was. i'm thinking of joining my universities christian society. I've got talking on Facebook to a few of the people who are in it, and they all seem EXACTLY like the type of people I've been searching for for a long time to be friends with! my problem that I have though is that.. I have a boyfriend of three and a half years, and we have sex. Not only that but he does things which go against my morals. but yet I respect that its his choice, and doesn't make up all of him, and it isn't that stuff that I pay attention to, but all the other things like that he is always there for me, and he has got me through pretty bad times and does favours for me, we always have a good time together etc. I feel bad to be going to the society when I'm in this situation :/ I don't know what to do. I feel like I should be going for it 100% by the rules, or not at all.