I've booked an appointment with my academic adviser because I've decided that I don't want to do my degree anymore. I want to do Psychology (or Psychology and Philosophy). I'm not going to make the same mistake of picking universities that are too far away. My only issue is the UCAS deadline has passed and I'm not sure I want to transfer because I need a break. I think I might drop out and then wait until next year and apply then. I actually feel a bit more relieved now I have a plan of action. I love my university but my degree isn't for me. It's odd because I don't find it easy at all (it's bloody difficult) but I don't feel like I'm being challenged or thinking in the way I'm used to. I'm not getting that 'ugh, I can't get my head around this but it's so interesting!' feeling, I'm getting 'I can't think about anything and this is boring anyway.' I don't know if it's my fault but I think my problem is that I don't care enough about what I'm studying to want to get all intense and obsessive about working. And I really miss having that drive to succeed and it's gone now because I'm so apathetic. My therapist thinks I should go to my GP and adjust my meds. I know I'm struggling with depression but I think my course is actually making it worse because I thought I'd love it and everything would be amazing if I got here but it didn't happen. I want to do something worthwhile and I think my love for literature is being destroyed. So yeah, I think I'm going to drop out and take some time off and try to sort out my head and get a job if I can manage one and just take a break from education for a while.