Back on topic, I have found my new greatest trial in the recovery from the ED. My therapist has put me on a 4000-calorie week/fortnight (dependant on the results) because I am being refused return to work without reaching the weight goals.
Even though I won't be beyond 18BMI at 8 stone, it's my milestone.
But this 4000 calories per day is proving to be utterly agony both physically and mentally! I struggle on. And when the therapists and health specialists say, "short term pain. JUST EAT BISCUITS!" - you KNOW we've reached that point in the day!