Hi,
Hoping to get a bit of advice,
Last night i went to my local pub for a new years party. Ive been going to that pub regularly for like the last 6 months. I've got to know one of the barmaids quite well. I've never really flirted with her but just talked and cracked jokes with her every time i've gone in.
So then last night, towards the end of the night, i was at the pub having a good time. I was drinking lots, buying this barmaid drinks here and there when i went to get a round in. Towards the end of the night she comes up to me and asks if i could give her a hand collecting the glasses from outside. I thought that she was just drunk and genuinely needed a hand. So i went out with her. Then without saying anything she just throws herself at me. Now, im not used to attractive girls throwing themselves at me so my first reaction was to question it. So i sort of kissed her back but then stopped and just made a stupid flippant comment about how i thought she had had too much to drink (which is weird considering i had had way more). Then she storms off upset and goes behind the bar and upstairs and that was the last i seen of her.
Now i feel terrible, but also in what can only be described as a constant state of just cringe. How do you think i should approach this when (if) i next go back into that pub?