I just want to know if anyone else out there feels the same way. I have never had a best friend. I have friends and just the usual acquaintances but then I get bored of people easily. I know it's wrong but I don't feel comfortable opening up to people. I have had girlfriends, or more like activity buddies who I feel almost nothing for emotionally. I really really want to fall in love and the whole shebang but for some reason, I don't feel as though that is ever going to happen. If you have ever heard "Everybody wants somebody" by Patrick Stump, that explains how I feel/think I feel most times but I don't even know what being in love feels like so... I'm not the greatest looking guy but I feel like I will rather end up alone than settle for less than I deserve. Sincerely, I know I have a problem it's not exactly like I am unhappy with my decisions. I have tried to work on letting my guard down with people and establishing real relationships but like I said earlier, I just get bored. I have seen a number of shrinks but that's no good because I just lie to them and it's so annoying that they can't even tell that I am lying. Sorry for the entire sermon but basically, I just want to know if anyone else feels the same way or something similar.