I know i need to work and I really want to get good grades but i just can't make myself work. Unconsciously the first thing that comes to mind is the complete opposite of work. I will just go and play battlefield 3 instead of revising like i should.
Then of course I feel guilty about it and tell myself I should be studying which upsets me. However the force is still strong in me and I continue to play/procrastinate. Alas the end of the day approaches where I reflect upon how useless my day has been and how this lifestyle will be the end of me. I assure myself that time is in vast quantities and I shall work hard tomorrow!
I fail to wake up early like I planned to but no matter, I still have time. I bathe, eat and feel refreshed ready to start hardcore revision. Biology, Physics and Chemistry, which subject will be the first to be defeated? I look for my pen and find the cover of battlefield 3.
Several hours later I am met with the consequences of my time spent gaming.
And so i feel guilty and tell myself to work (I know how important it is and I know i want to get good grades) but it never happens.
This is how bored I am, instead of working i'm on TSR forming an entertaining but depressing story of my life.
I'm on ABB atm and have offers.. I want 3 A's and at this rate it's not going to happen.
TLDR:
There is nothing worse in my life than to do revision... Is there anyone who has been in my position and actually found a way to spend a lot of time working?