Basically..
There was this guy I liked for ages at work. And, I got the feeling he liked me too. We flirted and stuff, but he was kind of flirty with other people (not as much as with me) and he was a bit like 'too cool' for it, which I liked.
I liked the chase, and the fact that he didn't show he liked me. I used to come see him at work and we would have good conversation, but I wanted more.
So.. I got it. We kissed, and it was nice, but I couldn't help feeling like it was wrong, cause we wouldn't last or work out.
Anyway.. as soon as we kissed.. he asked when we could meet up. But the honest answer was, I didn't. I didn't want to go any deeper into this. I didn't even want to see him again. I wouldn't really care if we never spoke again. This is not because I don't care about him. I really enjoy his company.. but I don't want anything else, I hate the pressure of feeling obliged to someone. I've cut people off before who have gotten to this stage, he's no different.
I do this ALL the time, but I can't let anyone in -_-