Hello, I've bee posting here as anon occasionally, have been striggling with restrcting but you amazing people have been helping me to reinforce in my head that this is stupid. Have tried to eat more today, ate way too much just now but determind not to purge it, really cant deal with this. Cant stop shakinhg, cant breathe properly, even crying as i write ths, how pathetic is that. I really ont know what to do.
Dont really know what im expecting here, I jiust cant cope.