Mental Health Support Society Mk X

Indeed I know that technically makes me a wool

I barely, if ever, leave the bedroom assigned to me, except for meals and therapy meetings. It's scary, being around the other patients - I'm afraid that I'm going to kick off and either hurt somebody, be laughed at, or both. It's happened in the past when I've been forced to leave the room, and I know it will happen again. I skip group therapy almost every day, mostly for that purpose.

Do you have group therapy at your hospital, or is that one, ahem, luxury you've been denied?

Same here.. I just physically barely have any energy really.. Dunno what I'm gonna be like tomorrow outside I've never had group therapy or any kind of therapy before so I have no idea what it's like :/ but I'm sure if you go regularly it'll help you!

Nah.. I'm just in a regular hospital... They're tryna get my weight up and get my referrals for the ED clinic sorted out first before discharging me.. Spoke to a psych a few times and that's about it really :/


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Really really can't. brain so broken just need to stop now. can't keep on anymore too hard for me

I don't need a title, thank God, but I do need a topic... I sort of know where I'm going with it but that could change drastically once I've had time to do some research!

I would much rather do that but 1) my parents will kill me (they don't know I've not been attending uni), 2) I can't afford to come up to Manchester to retake and 3) I'm missing a funeral today to attend this exam - if I don't go to the exam, then I'm an awful person.

Thanks

Just a heads up that there are scenes of SH on The Vampire Diaries this week on ITV2.

I'm here if you want to talk/ need a distraction.

I was in a general hospital before referral to a mental one, too. That's the protocol they took - though, when I was in the general hospital, I wasn't allowed out at all, regardless of how much nutri-goo I forced down. Eek! Good luck on getting out~ I'm rooting for you.

I find group therapy very awkward, myself. I don't think it helps me at all. Which is a pity, really, as I'd hoped to walk away from the loony bin with a little more insight, if precious little else. This place isn't awfully therapeutic for me at all.

Don't let me scare you, though - perhaps, at your ED clinic (inpatient or outpatient?), things will be better. Treatment protocols vary wildly, as, of course, does actual practice. Don't worry.

Really really can't. brain so broken just need to stop now. can't keep on anymore too hard for me

Really really can't. brain so broken just need to stop now. can't keep on anymore too hard for me

I'd class that as a scouser tbh mate Lucky for you

I know I hate it! They had me on a feeding tube for like a week and a bit cause I outright refused solids.. But now I got to eat solids and its just bleugh! I had to literally beg my doc yesterday to let me have one day out.. He eventually agreed haha.

Gutted maybe tell them that it doesn't work and ask them for different forms of therapy?

I'm hoping to be outpatient tbh I don't think is actually survive if I was inpatient there.. I hate being here as it is!


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Thanks I dont think i can really do words though, is too much. How are you? Seen anymore studio ghibli lately?

So sorry to hear you're struggling so much. I wish there was something I could say to make things better. You're so strong for getting so far, and you're strong enough to carry on too. I'm here if ever you want to talk


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I know this is pretty damn useless, but I'll be around properly from 9:30-ish tonight if you could do with someone to talk to that's half-nocturnal and will be around till 3/3:30am-ish?

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Studio Ghibli is brilliant!

Feeding tubes feel so degrading, but I honestly don't know what I prefer any more. Brr.

I have told them, and some staff don't object to my skipping, but others can get quite belligerent about it. They can't physically restrain me into the group room, though.

Inpatient is pretty horrible, really. There's so little control ceded to you, so much regimentation.

Thanks. Same to you as well


Maybe take you up on that, thank you. hope you're alright.



Yep! What's your favourite?

Probably has to be Princess Mononoke, closely followed by Porco Rosso.