I've always been one to turn to French when I'm feeling weird, just wrote something on my blog in French for the first time. I usually keep the French to myself.
It's funny how expressing myself in French can work so much better than in English. Maybe it's because I live in English and Urdu, whereas French is not an actual part of my daily life, so it feels like another world and I can say what I like and really think about the words, the agreements, all the grammar and idiomatic structures, and it kind of helps make what you're saying more exquisite... So even if I'm expressing something negative, I feel like I can almost close my eyes and the French will just wash out of me and drape itself around everything, like a pale gold cloth, and I can almost be alone with the language and the expression in those moments. Then once I've finished, I end up being back in wet, miserable England again, hehe.
It's a weird day today. Very weird day.