Why does it feel that everyone that knows about my fragile mental health has forgotten about it? I haven't opened up with anyone other than my counsellor (and parents) for quite a long time because it feels like they simply don't care about it or even me anymore. I want to be able to open up a bit because I really want share my story and perhaps people can see that I work so hard in such a tough period of my life. However, my common problem is who do I turn to? I don't think I could manage any teasing or judgements etc. I've turned into such a 'lone-wolf' now when it wasn't something I wanted to be but something that I just...became I guess.
I just don't really know to be honest, everything is swirling around and I can't make sense of anything. I don't really know what I want to do...I just...don't know really, just don't know.