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I'm having a little bit of a freak out about my health today and thinking about all sorts of things. I don't know if there will be any triggers in this or not or even what it will be about, but if you think you might be easily triggered by anything like eating/ weight or OCD you may want to be on the safe side and not open it. There's also some girly stuff in there so guys will probably want to steer clear too. Nobody has to read it at all if im honest, i'm only posting this here cos it's the only place I have to to it, I hate the idea of diaries and my friends are all in bed and asleep by now. I just sorta need a rant I guess.

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That was longer than i'd expected, and in a totally different direction too. :rolleyes:

Really a bit of a confused mess at the moment. Maybe things will be clearer tomorrow? I can hope I guess :dontknow:

Anyway, good night all. Sorry I didn't reply to anybody tonight. I know some of you are/ were having a bit of a hard time so :hugs:

for you guys. Hope you're all feeling better tomorrow.
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Reply 3361

superwolf

Just sent a semi-facetious but entirely true email to my mum about how I'm in an open relationship with and soon moving in with one of my friends who she's never met. Feels weird but at the same time I'm kinda proud that I've told the truth for once, and after all I know she's a very sexually liberated sort of a person...

...it also helps that I know she won't be able to read this email for another four days. :tongue:

Reply 3362

Anonymous #1

Original post by superwolf

Well done for being honest with her! :clap2:

The bee has no significance, I just thought it was cute when I was looking for an appropriate smiley... :yep:

Haha, you still told her! When she gets the email is irrelevant. :tongue:

Reply 3363

superwolf

Original post by Anonymous

Well done for being honest with her! :clap2:

The bee has no significance, I just thought it was cute when I was looking for an appropriate smiley... :yep:

Haha, you still told her! When she gets the email is irrelevant. :tongue:

Hehe, the bee is sweet. Have a worm. :worm:

And thanks - I'm not generally very good when it comes to telling my family important personal stuff, so I'm pleased I managed to do it. :smile:

Reply 3364

Sabertooth

Original post by superwolf

Awesome, well done for being honest, I know it can be difficult with parents. I suppose it helps that the person is pretty cool and I'm sure your mum wouldn't disapprove if she met them. :tongue:

Reply 3365

ParadoxSocks

Dissertation still isn't ready to submit today. Sobbing my heart out and hysterically emailing the disability department to see if they can fix it all.

Reply 3366

HmMusic

Really not having a good day today. My boyfriend managed to trigger me into a panic attack because of something he said a few hours ago.

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Reply 3367

PonchoKid

managed to sleep last night, woke up once, but fell back asleep again.
my boyfriend stayed up all night to keep an eye on me over skype. im so glad to have him!

thanks to everyone last night, i was in an aweful state, and it was scary, but thanks to MHSS i got through it :jumphug:

gonna chill out today, pack my bag, have a shower, then me and my mum are getting a KFC before we go which will cheer me up a bit. it should be ok when i get there, its just the before i think, but it should be ok.

thanks again to everyone, especially 08Batee and ScifiRory :smile:

Reply 3368

08batee

Original post by PonchoKid

Aw no problems hun :hugs:

Glad you managed to get a decent night's sleep, that's always important and can affect your mood a lot :yep:

Really good luck and keep us posted if you can! :hugs:

Reply 3369

PonchoKid

Original post by 08batee

Aw no problems hun :hugs:

Glad you managed to get a decent night's sleep, that's always important and can affect your mood a lot :yep:

Really good luck and keep us posted if you can! :hugs:

yeah, got to sleep about 1, woke up at 5, but rory was on video still, so i was safe, and i went back to sleep and woke at half 9! just been chilling out today, but need to start getting ready, cant have hairy legs now can i! :tongue:

yeah, ill have access to electric, so will be able to sharge my phone, so will be able to get online :smile:

starting to feel tired already though :frown:

Reply 3370

08batee

Original post by PonchoKid

yeah, ill have access to electric, so will be able to sharge my phone, so will be able to get online :smile:

starting to feel tired already though :frown:

That's good hun, Rory is a diamond :yes:

Though I'm sure you're equally amazing to him, too, of course! Hairy legs, never a good look! :teehee:

Ah, good news you're not totally in the wilderness then - I'd never cope without electricity! I can only imagine my hair would look like some kind of frizzy messy afro without my straighteners :tongue:

Sorry to hear that, feeling tired is rubbish :frown:

I hope it all goes okay for you and you end up having a nice time :hugs:

Reply 3371

PonchoKid

Original post by 08batee

That's good hun, Rory is a diamond :yes:

Though I'm sure you're equally amazing to him, too, of course! Hairy legs, never a good look! :teehee:

Sorry to hear that, feeling tired is rubbish :frown:

I hope it all goes okay for you and you end up having a nice time :hugs:

hes a proper diamond, hes far too good to me, he was feeling **** himself last night, but still looked after me :h:

haha nope, especially as its raining so ill mostly be in shorts as it means less material to get wet :tongue:

nope, iv done wilderness camping lots, and it can be nice to get away from the world, but this weekend i need a few home comforts i think :yep:

i just tie my hair up im a messy bun and it looks stylish its naturally that messy :tongue:

will need to straiten it next week though :tongue:

yeah, wont get much sleep this weekend though :frown:

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Anonymous #18

Original post by PonchoKid

hes a proper diamond, hes far too good to me, he was feeling **** himself last night, but still looked after me :h:

haha nope, especially as its raining so ill mostly be in shorts as it means less material to get wet :tongue:

nope, iv done wilderness camping lots, and it can be nice to get away from the world, but this weekend i need a few home comforts i think :yep:

i just tie my hair up im a messy bun and it looks stylish its naturally that messy :tongue:

will need to straiten it next week though :tongue:

yeah, wont get much sleep this weekend though :frown:

Hey, how are you feeling today? Hope you're better!

Reply 3373

Meaty_man

Hope people are doing ok, Im trying not to stress with moving house tomorrow. Just had to take out £500 for deposit and first month's rent :/ gotta clean the house and pack everything today too, moving tomorrow!

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LesPaul_Player91

Original post by ParadoxSocks

Dissertation still isn't ready to submit today. Sobbing my heart out and hysterically emailing the disability department to see if they can fix it all.

I hope everything works out, disability departments are usually great when it comes to stuff like this :smile:

Reply 3375

superwolf

Original post by Sabertooth

Awesome, well done for being honest, I know it can be difficult with parents. I suppose it helps that the person is pretty cool and I'm sure your mum wouldn't disapprove if she met them. :tongue:

Being honest goes against every fibre of my being, but I did it somehow. :tongue:

And yeah, I agree. :h:

Reply 3376

avhhs

Original post by PonchoKid

hes a proper diamond, hes far too good to me, he was feeling **** himself last night, but still looked after me :h:

haha nope, especially as its raining so ill mostly be in shorts as it means less material to get wet :tongue:

nope, iv done wilderness camping lots, and it can be nice to get away from the world, but this weekend i need a few home comforts i think :yep:

i just tie my hair up im a messy bun and it looks stylish its naturally that messy :tongue:

will need to straiten it next week though :tongue:

yeah, wont get much sleep this weekend though :frown:

Hope you are feeling better today :hugs:

Yeah Rory is a great person from what I've seen here but I wouldn't agree with you saying he is too good for you :tongue:

Hope you have a great time on the trip, you can do this! :yep:

Original post by superwolf

Being honest goes against every fibre of my being, but I did it somehow. :tongue:

And yeah, I agree. :h:

Hehe

well done for telling them! You are very lucky to have parents who care :smile:

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Reply 3377

asdfgah

Just realised something. It's been 4 months since I self harmed in a way that I had been doing on a regular basis for 9 years. Spoiler has a bit more info, it wouldn't be triggering for me but figured I'd give people the option.

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Original post by PonchoKid

Original post by 08batee

Wow, you guys make me feel like a bit of a failure as a girl. :tongue:

Just so nobody feels bad ( :wink:

), I've only just re-started with hair removal since coming out of severe depression (moderate now :h:

), before then it was au natural all the way. Can't even imagine having the energy for hair straightening, lol.

Sultana

Gueeeeess who got lions in the post!?!? I was at work during the day and my mum was like "you've got a.. well, it's not a parcel, it's an envelope, but it's kind of.. squishy?" and I knew. :colone:

They're so cute, and don't you dare say you have no knitting ability. :tongue:

You also have amazing handwriting, it's like.. the most uniform thing I've seen in my life. Anyway, thank youuuu for being fab, etc. I hope you're doing ok. :jumphug:

Am on Skype a lot of the time if you want to talk, just hiding because conversation can be a bit wearing (not with you though :tongue:

mostly with people who want to actually video chat :emo:

). ]

Nut.

Just cos not quoting you feels wrong. :uberhuggels:

Love you lots and talk later - I think I have dinner and dog walk coming up soon but will be around by about 7.30/8PM.

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Day #2 of work complete. Thank **** for weekends. Feeling a bit drained already.

Also got confirmation email today to say I'm onto the psych course for next year. Getting kind of excited about choosing modules etc. - there's so much chance for specialisation and a lot of it looks seriously cool.

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Reply 3378

08batee

Original post by PonchoKid

hes a proper diamond, hes far too good to me, he was feeling **** himself last night, but still looked after me :h:

haha nope, especially as its raining so ill mostly be in shorts as it means less material to get wet :tongue:

nope, iv done wilderness camping lots, and it can be nice to get away from the world, but this weekend i need a few home comforts i think :yep:

i just tie my hair up im a messy bun and it looks stylish its naturally that messy :tongue:

will need to straiten it next week though :tongue:

yeah, wont get much sleep this weekend though :frown:

I'm glad you've got someone to look after you! :hugs:

Yeah, that's understandable, if I was by myself it might be nice to get away from everything, but electricity and the things that come with that are definitely preferable :biggrin:

Good plan!! Messy buns can look so good! :coma: