Hi everyone.
So I'm currently 15 (16 in about 4 months), and I've been told I will need to get corrective jaw surgery on my upper and lower jaw. I don't know all the details, as I was told about 9 months ago, and I have to wait till im about 17 - so just over a year from now. My underbite is pretty bad, I dont know the mm or anything, but I know that it is really bad and the guy I saw at the hospital told me i needed to move my upper jaw forward - which was news to me. Also I have a crossbite, so like my face is sorta skewed and just horrible to be honest.
To be honest with you, I am just really really frightened. I know its not going to be happening for another 3-4 years perhaps, but just the thought of being knocked out and the possibility of not waking up again is scaring me to death right now. Yeah, there are risks with every surgery, and every day life, i get that.
Having said that, I really want the surgery. I hate my face, Im so self conscious - and the previous years I would get laughed at and picked on for my noticeable chin that sticks out. I always like blame myself, asking why is it me that had to have this? Why couldn't I just have a normal face like most people, but then I realise how ungrateful I am, as there are other people who would rather be in my position then what they are in.
I dont really know what I want out of this, I suppose just views + opinions, words of encouragement, I dont know.