So um i realise this is pathetic, but im currently stuck on campus (literally) and I don't quite think I make it home because a) cant move b) all of the noise and people and traffic and probable impending public meltdown c) even if I get home is not safe and cant face more aloneness with these feelings. So if I do manage to move again I’m not quite sure how to not go and do bad things, so was wondering if any lovely person would like to chat about nonsense to me if I do get home and I promise il try my upmost to only talk about nonsense things and not anything bad. Not quite sure why im doing this but I guess I am still scared and I dont know but its easier to ask strangers to talk to me than people who know me.