Feel really dirty and urgh cos I like. Eugh. Dunno how I'm meant to be about having told therapist stuff and I dunno if what I sent her was ok. Think I need to show it to someone else at some point so they can tell me if it was too much or whatever, but I dunno. Is all just icky and horrible and makes me feel really uncomfortable, but she said that talking through the uncomfortable bits is how you come to terms with it and do Important Processing. Not sure.