Thank you
As for your question, I'm afraid that I think that's something you have to ask yourself
. My advice would be to stick it out at the dairy farm for a few more days to see if it gets any more bearable. I absolutely hated my first day at a small animal vet last year (spent my lunch break crying and wondering if they'd call my mother if I went home
), but by the end I loved it and I wanted to stay for longer. I can understand why you didn't enjoy yourself; I'd worked at an urban farm for several months before I did my dairy work so I was used to the smell/mess, but I'm afraid that's just something that comes along with working with animals. I have never been a finicky person (clothes were made to get dirty!), but if you haven't had much experience working with larger, messier animals then I can see that getting used to them could be a steep learning curve. As for the kicking, you'll just have to learn to not stand in an area where the cow could potentially kick you and learn to recognize the signs that they are about to kick. Usually (this goes for horses as well) cows will kick because they're startled rather than when they're angry, so just make sure you're very deliberate when moving close to them so that the animals are aware of your presence. When putting on clusters it is good practice to gently touch the back of the cows' legs so that they know you're there and don't kick out in shock when you touch their udders. The farmer might also have kick bars that hook onto the animals' hips to try to stop them kicking, so you could ask the farmer to put these on any of the cows you're worried about?
Not liking cows is a bit of a problem. You may not want to be a LA vet (me neither, exotics are bloody awesome
), but all vets at each university do the same course (i.e. no separate LA or SA units as far as I know), and there are certainly jobs dirtier than simply assisting with milking (think pregnancy diagnosing
). You
will have to learn about cows if you study VetMed, and I would very surprised if you didn't treat at least one over the course of your career. All jobs have their downsides, and although with VetMed we already have to deal with quite a few (long hours, relatively low pay, idiotic clients, vicious animals... I could go on
), having to treat animals that you may not particularly like may just be another thing you have to contend with as part of the job. The only thing I might be a little bit wary of (correct me if I'm wrong here
) is that you sound as if you're a tiny bit scared of the cows? Again, if you've never worked with cows before then that is totally understandable, but vets need to be confident when dealing with animals that could, to put it bluntly, potentially kill people if stressed. I'd reiterate my previous point about continuing to work at the dairy parlour for as long as you can manage, as that way hopefully your wariness will wear off over time.
There's no getting around it, getting into VetMed is HARD. Even with outstanding grades and all the work experience in the world you're still not guaranteed an interview let alone an offer. I don't know the exact circumstances of your friend's friend, but that just proves my point. There's no point attending a million and one placements if you're not trying as hard as possible to enjoy and learn from them. Your work at the SA vet sounds good, but "a lot of the time I'm just standing there aimlessly" is ringing alarm bells. Don't wait to be told what to do, ask! Ask the vets questions after consults, take notes on how they handle and restrain patients, compare different cases in your head (i.e. guess what tests, questions etc the vet is going to do next based on what you've seen before). It's a vet, there's always more cleaning to do! Get involved!
Ooops, I appear to have rambled on quite a bit! I hope my mindless musings have helped a bit... feel free to ignore anything that you disagree with, these are all my own views drawn from my personal experiences and as a wee little year 11 student I barely know anything yet! All I'm saying is that only
you know if VetMed is the right course for you. I'm not going to sugar coat it, at the moment you don't sound too keen, but that's fine! As I mentioned previously, I've had my moments of confusion about whether this is really what I want to do, and I'm still not 101% sure. Maybe geology or microbiology is what's right for you, I don't know. Both of those could probably have some links with VetMed anyway, so you wouldn't have to throw the idea of working with animals away completely.
Best of luck for whatever you choose to do
.