Not a good start. Got an interview with HR in 2 hours. Was somewhat ok about that, but my dad talked to me. I know he just wanted to help, but I can't cope. I know I am lazy, I'm inactive, but I don't know how to change it. Every time I plan on doing something, something inside me is holding back. And him just telling me "you have to try and change" doesn't help. Just makes me feel more useless. I was proud to get this application done and get to the interview stage, but now I feel bad because realistically people send out dozen(s) applications before they get an internship/job. And I should be doing the same.