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Original post by IMakeSenseToNone
That's so awesome, babies just radiate joy somehow 
I need to pair off my brother somehow so I can have a neice/nephew to shape into my own image 
Er I mean, to love. <br />
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I don't think I could actually be trusted with kids, i'll just get them into things which will alienate them from their entire generation =3
I need to pair off my brother somehow so I can have a neice/nephew to shape into my own image Er I mean, to love. <br /><br />
I don't think I could actually be trusted with kids, i'll just get them into things which will alienate them from their entire generation =3
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Would just like to clear up that Deyesy meant me, we aren't actually having kids, despite how broody I am.
Original post by Deyesy
Tbh; she makes things like completely okay and happy and yeah <img src="images/smilies/redface.png" border="0" alt="" title="
" smilieid="2" class="inlineimg" /> No words do justice 
" smilieid="2" class="inlineimg" /> No words do justice <br />
Original post by Deyesy
Octoberbaby is sitting right next to me <img src="images/smilies/h.gif" border="0" alt="" title="
" smilieid="14" class="inlineimg" /> She's come up for a few days and yeah; I'm like super, super, extremely happy at the moment 
" smilieid="14" class="inlineimg" /> She's come up for a few days and yeah; I'm like super, super, extremely happy at the moment <br />
Just to let people know I've finally got everything sorted exam board wise. UCL here we come!
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Just to let people know I've finally got everything sorted exam board wise. UCL here we come!
Congratulations!!
Original post by Kindred
Oh dear :/ I hope tomorrow night is better. Is there anybody you have helping you with this? Maybe if you let them know they can suggest something to make it easier. I'd suggest something like music or sleeping pills but it sounds like you've already tried the things that would usually help.
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Yeah all the people who should know know.
My mum is actually going to phone them tomorrow for me because I'm in a bit of a state at the moment.
Music usually helps but not at the moment. 
Original post by ANONYM00SE
Just to let people know I've finally got everything sorted exam board wise. UCL here we come!
PRSOM.
Congratulations!
Luckily my mum came home from work cos i was getting ready to hide in a corner and cry
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Luckily my mum came home from work cos i was getting ready to hide in a corner and cry
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Congratulations!!
Original post by tasha96
PRSOM.
Congratulations!
Congratulations!
Thank you!
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Everyone on this thread I hold you responsible for helping me get through really **** times particularly over exams. If it wasn't for you all I definitely wouldn't be going to uni!
Original post by PonchoKid
Luckily my mum came home from work cos i was getting ready to hide in a corner and cry
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Original post by ANONYM00SE
Thank you!
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Everyone on this thread I hold you responsible for helping me get through really **** times particularly over exams. If it wasn't for you all I definitely wouldn't be going to uni!
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Everyone on this thread I hold you responsible for helping me get through really **** times particularly over exams. If it wasn't for you all I definitely wouldn't be going to uni!
I haven't been that much so I won't take any credit, but i'm so glad you got to where you want to go as you totally 100% deserve it
Original post by ANONYM00SE
Just to let people know I've finally got everything sorted exam board wise. UCL here we come!
Well done, congratulations! You're gonna love London
Original post by PonchoKid
Luckily my mum came home from work cos i was getting ready to hide in a corner and cry
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you okay now?Am gonna be honest about what is going on for me at the moment. Currently experiencing what seems to be dysphoric hypomania and transient psychotic thoughts. For the past few days I've been thinking that they are correct and I should go through with some plans I made, but things feel different today and I'm feeling more rational and looking back at some of the stuff I wrote on Saturday I think it's definitely a MH thing.
Apparently this could be caused by consistently taking more of hormone than I should, because I'm really ****ing uncomfortable with my body and want my BMI below 18. I knew that was unhealthy and could intensify anxiety, but I didn't realise the psychosis and hypomania potential. Because I'm seeing things from a clearer perspective today, I have decided that it's not worth this to lose weight. My weight is already normal, and if this recent MH stuff spirals further I'm going to end up dead.
I'm going to take my hormones like I'm supposed to. And I'm going to postpone acting on life-threatening plans until my blood levels are back to normal (will take a few weeks to stabilise). I hope that I'll stay like I am today because I'm fairly sure that I was having delusions of reference on Saturday, but if I speak to anyone and I seem to be back there, if you could point me to this post and tell me to wait a few weeks I'd appreciate it.
Feel really uncomfortable writing this post because after all my "I'd do ANYTHING to get rid of my MH problems" it looks like my own body image issues have made me do something that's made stuff worse. I do really hope that the psychosis stuff is caused by the hormone excess rather than anything else, because I can at least solve that, and hopefully I can stay strong enough to woman the **** up and accept my body at a healthy weight.
Apparently this could be caused by consistently taking more of hormone than I should, because I'm really ****ing uncomfortable with my body and want my BMI below 18. I knew that was unhealthy and could intensify anxiety, but I didn't realise the psychosis and hypomania potential. Because I'm seeing things from a clearer perspective today, I have decided that it's not worth this to lose weight. My weight is already normal, and if this recent MH stuff spirals further I'm going to end up dead.
I'm going to take my hormones like I'm supposed to. And I'm going to postpone acting on life-threatening plans until my blood levels are back to normal (will take a few weeks to stabilise). I hope that I'll stay like I am today because I'm fairly sure that I was having delusions of reference on Saturday, but if I speak to anyone and I seem to be back there, if you could point me to this post and tell me to wait a few weeks I'd appreciate it.
Feel really uncomfortable writing this post because after all my "I'd do ANYTHING to get rid of my MH problems" it looks like my own body image issues have made me do something that's made stuff worse. I do really hope that the psychosis stuff is caused by the hormone excess rather than anything else, because I can at least solve that, and hopefully I can stay strong enough to woman the **** up and accept my body at a healthy weight.
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Original post by danny111
How it go? I think you don't have to be scared to let people see you vulnerable. It was one thing I learned from 2nd therapist versus first one, it helps you and there is no shame in it!
Pretty awful, tbh
Had a flashback and it really wasn't okay at all :/Original post by IDukem
I haven't been that much so I won't take any credit, but i'm so glad you got to where you want to go as you totally 100% deserve it
Ummm pink will dolphins contributed a lot mister!
Thank you!
Original post by danny111
Well done, congratulations! You're gonna love London
Thanks!
yeah I love London it's where my Dad spent most of his life Original post by ANONYM00SE
Thank you!
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Everyone on this thread I hold you responsible for helping me get through really **** times particularly over exams. If it wasn't for you all I definitely wouldn't be going to uni!
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Everyone on this thread I hold you responsible for helping me get through really **** times particularly over exams. If it wasn't for you all I definitely wouldn't be going to uni!
I think you're a hard worker and your determination would have meant you ended up where you wanted to be regardless.
You should be very proud!Original post by asdfgah
Am gonna be honest about what is going on for me at the moment. Currently experiencing what seems to be dysphoric hypomania and transient psychotic thoughts. For the past few days I've been thinking that they are correct and I should go through with some plans I made, but things feel different today and I'm feeling more rational and looking back at some of the stuff I wrote on Saturday I think it's definitely a MH thing.
Apparently this could be caused by consistently taking more of hormone than I should, because I'm really ****ing uncomfortable with my body and want my BMI below 18. I knew that was unhealthy and could intensify anxiety, but I didn't realise the psychosis and hypomania potential. Because I'm seeing things from a clearer perspective today, I have decided that it's not worth this to lose weight. My weight is already normal, and if this recent MH stuff spirals further I'm going to end up dead.
I'm going to take my hormones like I'm supposed to. And I'm going to postpone acting on life-threatening plans until my blood levels are back to normal (will take a few weeks to stabilise). I hope that I'll stay like I am today because I'm fairly sure that I was having delusions of reference on Saturday, but if I speak to anyone and I seem to be back there, if you could point me to this post and tell me to wait a few weeks I'd appreciate it.
Feel really uncomfortable writing this post because after all my "I'd do ANYTHING to get rid of my MH problems" it looks like my own body image issues have made me do something that's made stuff worse. I do really hope that the psychosis stuff is caused by the hormone excess rather than anything else, because I can at least solve that, and hopefully I can stay strong enough to woman the **** up and accept my body at a healthy weight.
Apparently this could be caused by consistently taking more of hormone than I should, because I'm really ****ing uncomfortable with my body and want my BMI below 18. I knew that was unhealthy and could intensify anxiety, but I didn't realise the psychosis and hypomania potential. Because I'm seeing things from a clearer perspective today, I have decided that it's not worth this to lose weight. My weight is already normal, and if this recent MH stuff spirals further I'm going to end up dead.
I'm going to take my hormones like I'm supposed to. And I'm going to postpone acting on life-threatening plans until my blood levels are back to normal (will take a few weeks to stabilise). I hope that I'll stay like I am today because I'm fairly sure that I was having delusions of reference on Saturday, but if I speak to anyone and I seem to be back there, if you could point me to this post and tell me to wait a few weeks I'd appreciate it.
Feel really uncomfortable writing this post because after all my "I'd do ANYTHING to get rid of my MH problems" it looks like my own body image issues have made me do something that's made stuff worse. I do really hope that the psychosis stuff is caused by the hormone excess rather than anything else, because I can at least solve that, and hopefully I can stay strong enough to woman the **** up and accept my body at a healthy weight.
Big hugs. Sorry to hear that but I'm glad you're thinking more clearly today. Hopefully you're right about the cause of all this and I hope it's sorted quickly.
Original post by ANONYM00SE
Ummm pink will dolphins contributed a lot mister!
Thank you!
Thank you!
Look, it's leaping out of the water to give you a high five to say congratulations
Haha.
Original post by 08batee
I think you're a hard worker and your determination would have meant you ended up where you wanted to be regardless. You should be very proud!
Big hugs. Sorry to hear that but I'm glad you're thinking more clearly today. Hopefully you're right about the cause of all this and I hope it's sorted quickly.
You should be very proud!Big hugs. Sorry to hear that but I'm glad you're thinking more clearly today. Hopefully you're right about the cause of all this and I hope it's sorted quickly.
thank you! But definitely wouldn't have made it without you lot! You should be incredibly proud of yourself too Original post by IDukem
Look, it's leaping out of the water to give you a high five to say congratulations
Haha.
Look, it's leaping out of the water to give you a high five to say congratulations
Haha.
pahahaha lovely. Pretty much a dick slap
Crying all over my poor mum again. She didnt deserve to get landed with a daughter like me it's so unfair on her to have to put up with me.I don't know why I can't wait until I'm on my own I cry all the time while I'm on my own why couldnt I just wait? 
Fecking pathetic as usual. 
She didnt deserve to get landed with a daughter like me it's so unfair on her to have to put up with me.I don't know why I can't wait until I'm on my own I cry all the time while I'm on my own why couldnt I just wait? Fecking pathetic as usual. Original post by ANONYM00SE
pahahaha lovely. Pretty much a dick slap
pahahaha lovely. Pretty much a dick slap
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