Crying all over my poor mum again. She didnt deserve to get landed with a daughter like me it's so unfair on her to have to put up with me.I don't know why I can't wait until I'm on my own I cry all the time while I'm on my own why couldnt I just wait? Fecking pathetic as usual.
-sigh- Sleep is getting worse again and I think it's catching up with my health I'm in one of those modes where I struggle to get pleasure out of anything and i'm just really down on myself. May try and go for a half an hour go on the exercise bike and see if that does anything...
Crying all over my poor mum again. She didnt deserve to get landed with a daughter like me it's so unfair on her to have to put up with me.I don't know why I can't wait until I'm on my own I cry all the time while I'm on my own why couldnt I just wait? Fecking pathetic as usual.
Aw Tasha I'm sure your mum doesn't feel that way about you, the fact that you are trying to improve for the sake of your mum shows that you're a good daughter. Try not to beat yourself up over it as otherwise you're going to start finding every fault which she probably doesn't even hold against you. 'Sides if something's wrong chances are she's prefer to know about it compared to you keeping it all to yourself, it's what mum's do even when we don't want them to
Sigh. Been in a really bad place all day. Voices are screaming at me to do bad things and I feel impulsive thanks to my ****ty BPD. Really really don't know what to do. I just can't be bothered any more
Aww thanks, and you! I haven't been around much the last couple of months -been in my own little bubble.
it was a car insurance advert
I haven't been posting in this thread for a while cause I needed a break away from it really. I didn't find myself helping people too much and felt I was a hindrance unfortunately and so I left for a bit. Sorry But i'm semi back now anyways
The Joanna Lumley one? I heard the quote after typing in what Poncho said It's quite funny I must admit haha.
I haven't been posting in this thread for a while cause I needed a break away from it really. I didn't find myself helping people too much and felt I was a hindrance unfortunately and so I left for a bit. Sorry But i'm semi back now anyways
The Joanna Lumley one? I heard the quote after typing in what Poncho said It's quite funny I must admit haha.
yeah Joanna Lumley haha I understand I was the same really. Woooooo!
Sigh. Been in a really bad place all day. Voices are screaming at me to do bad things and I feel impulsive thanks to my ****ty BPD. Really really don't know what to do. I just can't be bothered any more
Hang in to there hun!! Your can get through it, I believe in you
yeah Joanna Lumley haha I understand I was the same really. Woooooo!
Go us right? You've always been helpful to me and me made me laugh a chunk a few times haha. But i'm back now cause well, I miss it in this little ol place.
Hang in to there hun!! Your can get through it, I believe in you
Go us right? You've always been helpful to me and me made me laugh a chunk a few times haha. But i'm back now cause well, I miss it in this little ol place.