Mental Health Support Society Mk X

Having a bit of a panic - housesitting on my own, in the middle of nowhere, is a bit scarier than I thought it would be (I have PTSD.) I was doing OK until it got dark, now I'm scared.

Bloody miles away from anyone I can call to come over and keep me company.

If this post disappears, it's because I've thought better of advertising my aloneness online... I'm pretty sure there's no way of figuring out, from the details I've given here or the accounts attached to this one, where I am, but still ?

maybe go this time without your kit and prehaps meet the other players, then next time youll atleast have been before.
you can do it!



hhes awake now thankfully, he said hes gonna text me all night so i feel safe.
watching xfactor atm so thats keeping me going for now
hope your feeling better

I feel for you! I HATE being home alone - currently hiding in my room in the dark listening for every tiny noise because my step dad left me alone!
You will be ok!


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VaVe - send them to me? I'm sure I could take care of six cookies for you Consider making a doctors appointment for the blisters - if you have burns on your hands, or they're larger than a 50p coin, you should get a doctor to look at them. In the meantime don't put any creams or anything on them, they tend to make things worse rather than better, increase your risk of getting an infection. I really hope they feel better soon!

That's great news hun

Thanks We have dogs, I'm trying to tell myself that the dogs will keep me safe, but honestly I'm not sure they'd actually do anything to an intruder. They make a racket, but there's no one in earshot and I'm not sure the noise would scare someone...

I keep turning the lights on and off signalling "someone is here!"


VaVe - send them to me? I'm sure I could take care of six cookies for you Consider making a doctors appointment for the blisters - if you have burns on your hands, or they're larger than a 50p coin, you should get a doctor to look at them. In the meantime don't put any creams or anything on them, they tend to make things worse rather than better, increase your risk of getting an infection. I really hope they feel better soon!

Ended up telling my parents just how bad things got for me last year at uni and that I'm scared that it'll happen again and they were so much better about it than they have been. They said they wish I'd told them earlier or at least when it was happening and they might have been more supportive and made more of an effort to understand when I was upset for seemingly no reason.

They also said I need to work on my self-esteem because I obviously have a low opinion of myself and I shouldn't, so I suppose that might be what I end up talking about in counselling when I go back.

I'm a bit more hopeful now though

So I went to a party that I'd been ****ting myself about and it was OK. I drank some Coke and danced a bit and talked to friends who don't hate me after all (just like 08batee and possibly tasha96 and others too kept telling me ). Managed to get home all by myself as well and I didn't freak out unlike the last time I met this group of friends



Repped (I think. My computer is SO slow at repping )! Pleased to hear that

So proud of you

Thanks lovely. I may have consumed more than "some" Coke. As in, enough Coke to keep me up the whole night I never learn from that mistake!

But you had a good time though
Surely not sleeping for 1 night is worth all the Coke in the world for a good night with friends


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Indeed Though all the Coke in the world would be a lot of Coke! Plus none of the bottles have my name on them

It would deffinately would be
Ohh that sucks. Iv found my "official name" but not my actual name
Found my mums the other day though which i wasnt expecting!


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I didn't realise you had two names. Learn a new thing everyday!

See, even if I went down Southall or some other Asian place, they still wouldn't have my name on a Coke bottle

#TLGProblems

I don't know why I bother trying to have any kind of emotional control, I just suck at it

Thanks lovely. I may have consumed more than "some" Coke. As in, enough Coke to keep me up the whole night I never learn from that mistake!