Yesterday changed everything from a pretty bad 2 weeks I've had.
Basically late August, my mother suffered a left hemisphere stroke whatever that means.
She lost a lot of speech and movement in the right side of the body and was in no pain.
It almost felt worse, because the lack of the option of verbal communication that I took for granted made me realise how important speech is, and how it's a process connecting the nervous system and the muscles in the mouth and throat working together.
Her brain was fine, it was just co-ordinating the muscles to get meaningful sound out which was the issue. She had a blood transfusion and is doing quite well. This is the 4th time she's been admitted to hospital since May, so understandably, she was getting frustrated with not being able to go to work off-on for having to stay in hospital. This time it was particularly frustrating to her because she wasn't in any pain, which is the normal signal that something is wrong in the body. She was basically sitting there absolutely fine, walking around, but not being able to speak. Must have been really annoying knowing exactly what you're thinking, and wanting to say but when speaking, the words turn to mush and no one understands you.
I would say I understood as little as 30% of what she was saying in the immediate aftermath, but now it's right up to about 96% and she came home yesterday after her release being postponed twice last week. Happy she's back.
I'm packing for University now, and if there was a bad time to be alone to sort things out, it's now.
I got my University timetable, I finish lectures at 5pm daily apart from Wednesdays and I'm free weekends.
I guess that's a positive if I get lie-ins pretty much every morning? :P
And yesterday I was awarded a £3000 scholarship for University, so yeah, my life has taken a dramatic turn for the better in the past 14 days. The £3000 is going towards my accomodation, and I only need to pay about £1000 for a reasonable sized en suite room (that would have been nearly £5000 and most of my student loan otherwise) in the lush green south side of campus. Very excited.
And I'm glad to say that.
So I am Thanking God for showing his face in my life again.