I've just started my A Levels, I chose Chemistry because in Year 11 I got an A at GCSE and enjoyed the subject. I know, A levels are a HUGE step up from GCSE, but surely if I was capable of getting an A at GCSE I could slightly understand AS chemistry.
However, that's not the case unfortunately. Every lesson my teacher moves on too quickly, I fail to grasp any of the basic concepts. I do try my best though, I ask my teachers for help, I told my parents to get me a tutor, I read and make notes from my chemistry textbook, I watch youtube chemistry video's, I research online. But, I simply DON'T understand anything.
I feel like crying every lesson, and the work seems so impossible and warped in my brain, that I tend to get awful headaches. Whenever, I do ask my teacher to explain I STILL don't understand and she usually ends up telling me the answer because I'm so dumb. I feel like I have absolutely no chance in my exam, I mean this is only the start of Chemistry which is easier than the rest of the topics to come.
I just don't know how I'm failing so badly. Why am I so dumb?
Also, my sixth form won't let me swap Chemistry for another subject.