I've spend all day locked in my room avoiding the rest of the world. I am not in a good mood.
My flat mate? She's running along the hall giggling and knocking on my door.
On the plus side, no lectures tomorrow and my parents are coming up. Even better they are going to pick my bf up when they're here so we can see each other.
Until then though I have noting to do but sit in my room playing farmville and listening to my drunk flatmate dreading what will happen if I continue to miss lectures cos I feel too ill or depressed to drag my sorry ass out of bed.
I have 3 problems with going to bed:
1) not tired cos I spent so long in bed today
2) we're having a fire drill some time soon really early in the morning and I don't want to have to wake up and leave my room to stand outside I a crowd of annoyed students
3) I've started having nightmares related to a massive fear of mine and each time I have one it feels like it's dragging me a bit closer to the crazy depressive mess I was a year ago.
I'm starting to think about it in the daytime again now and that can't be a good thing.