don't know what the **** to do. get so bored on my own, but other people always say ****ing triggering **** and I cant handle it and then have flashbacks and I don't know what to do. I cant have flashbacks around people anymore and I don't want to sit on my own forever. and so what is the other option? urgh. this happened yesterday and I thought it was an overreaction to a one-off trigger but then happened again today. this is such bull****.