I should eat. I know this, but outside my room there are people. I don't want to encounter people today. I want to stay in my room with my bed. My bed loves me and I love my bed. People don't love me and I don't love them. I will stay in my room where it's nice and cosy and free of people and not eat until it is safe to go out without encountering people.
I will eat late. I will go to bed late. I will sleep all day tomorrow. I will eat late. I will go to bed late. I will get to my lecture late. I will be tired and hungry. I won't be able to concentrate. I will not learn.
I will get readings and essays. I will be tired. I will be hungry. I won't be able to concentrate. I will not do them or I will fail at them. I will fail the module. I will fail all the modules. I will fail at university. I will fail at life.
I will be a burden on my family and friends until they or I either get fed up or die. I will spend my whole life dragging others down. I will contribute little or nothing to their lives or anyone's lives.
People will die and I will cry. I will cry and I will cry and I will cry then I will die.
My life will be over and the world will be no better off having had me in it.
I will post this on Student Room and put a downer on everybody's day.