Right okay, i'm 16 years old recently gone through a lot of things in the past 2-3 months such as family, friends, school the full works haha.
But the main thing has been this girl i've been talking for the last 5 months. I've said to myself from the start not to such as get on her as i've met her through a friend and she lives in Manchester while I live in Basingstoke and i'm not the type of guy that would deal with a relationship that is long distance.
So we went through this phase where we got somewhat close to each other even know we told each other all the stuff you would expect people would say in a relationship. It was fine for about a month and then it went down hill due to me having to change schools to switch courses which was the biggest pain in the ass. Anyways she has recently got back with her ex and she has kept in contact with me of course I could only feel happy for her as i knew i didnt want to have a relationship like that and now i'm just honestly idk if only we lived closer kind of feel haha cause myself i'm a terribly picky guy since every other relationship i've got cheated on or somewhat but thats when i was like 14-15 so i dont even count that towards anything. But tbhs she ticked all the boxes for me and now i'm just idk confused on what to feel i just feel incredibly jealous and just annoyed (not really sure why cause i cant do much about it) but yeah, i dont really know how to get rid of these feelings cause i feel so attached to her .-.