I feel as if I can't relax until I find out what's causing these symptoms. I just can't shake the feeling that something that needs diagnosing will eventually cause a worsening of my symptoms, and when it comes to get treatment for the big c if it turns out to be that, It might be too late for me, and it turns out I could've gotten it treated if I caught it earlier. I just want to see my ENT, check my throat out, if it's not cancer, great, then I can move on and think nothing more of it, but if it is, then I can get it treated early if they'll even freaking let me be seen. Doctors keep discounting cancer but like people say, it's not impossible. life isn't fair and things like this do happen, regardless of how unlikely it is. I don't want to let anything like this happen to me. but I feel like I've been shoved back just to get checked for something that could turn out to be life threatening.