Hope everyone's okay.
I come in here every now and again to check especially as we will be TTC in the next year or so, and I like to get an idea of what to expect.
Bit of a bad day for me really. Had an incident last night which resulted in me thinking there may be a slight risk of pregnancy. Morning after pill is usually a no no no for me for various reasons, but I just couldn't stop thinking about the possibility of pregnancy, and how it would absolutely not be the right thing for me right now (partner's boyfriend is currently in a specialist hospital on the other side of the country, and will be for a number of months, so all of our efforts need to go into keeping him better - and we will have to look after him for quite some time when he comes home, too) and I made the decision that for once in my life I had to take some responsibility for my actions. So I've taken it, am overwhelmed with guilt.. but at least I can relax about getting pregnant now.
I know it wouldn't be the end of the world if it happened now - and if I'd had my way after I graduated I would have already had a baby - but there's just no denying that there are other things that need our attention, so I feel that it's the best thing I could have done in the circumstances. Wish I had someone to talk to properly about it, but all of my friends in real life are men.. and they'd probably just take the mick. And I don't even have Facebook anymore to send a message to anyone else! Oh well I guess I can just stress in private (but not, thankfully, about pregnancy).