Please stop being so defeatist is my first thought.
The difference between 2 people coming out of uni with the same degree and same background is belief.
If you have no belief in yourself and set your sights so low, that is all you will ever achieve. It's a self reinforcing prophecy.
I graduated from a low table uni (ranked mid 70s last time I checked)
My parents are immigrants - so no middle class connections to speak of. Of my high school year, only 3 of us went to uni.
When I came out of uni, I had the same attitude as you. What's the point, I said. The climate is terrible out there, I keep hearing about increasing levels of unemployment and the insane level of competition for jobs - why should I put myself through all that hard work and rejection to inevitably come out with nothing?
I applied anyway, but I did so with doubt always in my mind. I applied to jobs that I thought were 'realistic' and got rejection after rejection.
Then I met my boyfriend (now fiance)
He truly inspired me, helped me work on my CV, helped me with interview questions and encouraged me to volunteer for a social enterprise doing data entry. It was there that I was told 'if you do something for us, we will happily do things for you' so they let me shadow them in their operations, and eventually offered me a job! I was estatic, and would have happily taken this on at £15k a year as PA/finance assistant.
My boyfriend said no - you can do better than this. What you have here is now a great experience that you can use in your interview answers that will allow you to talk more passionately about your experiences.
So I turned them down, still continuing to work free but applied for grad jobs, my confidence high after the job offer. I had lots to talk about in my applications now, and a lot more enthusiasm without doubtful thoughts weighing me down.
I ended up securing a good grad job paying £25k on my second assessment centre. I knew i had gotten the job, as I almost enjoyed it. Employers sense confidence a mile off.
What they want to see is you doing something towards your career - show passion and drive. Stop limiting yourself, throw away those negative thoughts when you feel them approaching - it's hard, I know - but they do nothing to help your situation.
Fact of the matter is, you are a good graduate from a top uni. No one can take that from you. You need to work out a plan of action to get your career on track - don't look at the end goal just yet. Set small goals for yourself, like deciding on what jobs you are most interested. Then working on your cv to make it the best it can be applicable to that career.
Get loads of people to review it.
Answer lots of interview type questions about yourself. Get feedback on your answers from other people. Go to careers fairs when they're on.
Try and sign up to small social enterprises/charities. Make opportunities for yourself by cheekily asking for more things - don't ask don't get.
Go to confidence classes and improve your self worth. Exercise and keep yourself fit, whilst applying for jobs. Treat it like a job.
I really really sympathise with your predicament, it just makes me so sad when I see recent graduates on this forum who have already given up on life before it's even properly started. I wish everyone had the support of my fiancé to give them hope when they need it most.
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