Hey guys, 17 year old here. When I missed a chuck of school I struggled to get back in, eventually leading to an 'out of education school' kinda thing, lead to months of tests, meeting and various sessions until, well I'm not sure really, I was told I might suffer from SA and had CBT sessions but I believe the root with me was confidence and it's sort of led into SA.
It didn't help when my close friends changed and I decided to break away from them and that left me with no real friends other than a guy who lives 100 miles away.
I can't walk into a room, shop or talk to people without feeling everyones watching me. I avoid eye contact and seem to get all 'clustered' and clumsy when speaking to new people.
It's weird because I'm the kind of person who can talk for England if I know you but meeting new people, talking in groups? Not a chance.
Before CBT I would even go as far as 'hiding' in bushes and trees when out walking to avoid others.
So anyhow, that's my situation and it's nice to see there's others that actually understand.