I've come to accept my situation-single, mateless and jobless. And before you say "change it" I will tell you I have been trying-I started working volantrary (as I am signed off work) and I thought it woiuld make me mates-no.I thought it would give me a purpose, But now I'm looking to step up into paid work and I know I can't because of my health. I dropped out of uni three times. Good courses too. I can't get a gf as I am restricted to online dating (simply just don't go out enough or know enough people or work with anyone) plus prefer getting to know people online. And I have looked online but its a minefield. The guys just want one thing so I've been told and the girls are too picky. That's if you meet someone with your personality and looks criteria that lives near you-and even then they'd have to accept and understand my problems. And I just don't see it. That's even if I really want a relationship. Then there's the mates. Most people in my experience aren't true. I met a mate through my music hobby and we went to nights and worked on music but he just started blanking me. My uni mates have long moved on literally and metaphorically. I don't have anyone where I volunteer or where I live or from school or college. Then there's the health, namely depression and paranoia. I know my situation is largely circumstantial and I don't take anti-deps but tbh my care has been atrocious. They keep changing doctor and social worker. They misdiagnosed me for a fair few years. They keep cancelling appointments. They haven't so much as hinted about offering me therapy which can quadruple the effectiveness rate when combined with meds. So what do I do? I know I can't live like this much longer but what do I do? I just envisage a liffe of unhappiness. It's what I've come to know anyway.