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Hostel I'm staying at has wifi. Croatia is really warm and overall have had a good day. Just worrying because the room we've ended up on is more expensive than I budgeted for, my own fault for messing up the booking but does make me worry I'm going to run out of money. Like I've checked my bank account and there's no way it'll stretch til I get home. Even when I finally March my friend to the bank to get my money I'm still going to end up short. I can borrow money from my parents but it just feels like such a screw up. Also they're then going to realise I have basically no plan on how I'm going to afford heading to Cyprus when I get home. My plan there is just to not really spend any money at all which I suspect isn't actually possible.
So I'm exhausted after getting up at 2am to catch my flight then spending the day sightseeing but I can't even contemplate sleep right now even though we're getting up at 6:30 to do more sightseeing. I want to see all the stuff but this place just seems to eat money.
Dreading to think what I'm going to be like if my student loan doesn't come through by the time term starts.
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So I'm exhausted after getting up at 2am to catch my flight then spending the day sightseeing but I can't even contemplate sleep right now even though we're getting up at 6:30 to do more sightseeing. I want to see all the stuff but this place just seems to eat money.
Dreading to think what I'm going to be like if my student loan doesn't come through by the time term starts.
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So I've written my scary letter to tell my parents that I'm resitting 2nd year 
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Original post by Odd socks
So I've written my scary letter to tell my parents that I'm resitting 2nd year
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want any of us to read it over it?
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want any of us to read it over it?
Thanks for offering
but it's sealed in the envelope now :/ Wolfie gave it a look and said it was fine though 
so scared to post it in the morning 
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Thanks for offering but it's sealed in the envelope now :/ Wolfie gave it a look and said it was fine though so scared to post it in the morning
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always trust wolf
it will be fine im sure, try not to worry or panic over it! you sending it first class yeah?
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always trust wolf
it will be fine im sure, try not to worry or panic over it! you sending it first class yeah?
it will be fine im sure, try not to worry or panic over it! you sending it first class yeah?
The wolf knows all
Yeah I'm sending it first class, worried about the fallout when they get it though :/
Also writing a message to my mean friend, facing so much scary stuff tonight
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The wolf knows all
Yeah I'm sending it first class, worried about the fallout when they get it though :/
Also writing a message to my mean friend, facing so much scary stuff tonight
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Yeah I'm sending it first class, worried about the fallout when they get it though :/
Also writing a message to my mean friend, facing so much scary stuff tonight
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im sure it will be fine hun, they will be worried about it, and mybe upset you didnt feel you could tell them straight away, but im sure they wont hate you or anything!
hopefully you feel better after doing it all though, like a weight lifted
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Wooo
Wooo
Original post by Meaty_man
I had a similar experience when i went to a "Recovery Awareness Program" for all kinds of addictions, a lot of the people there were 40+. It is a bit worrying seeing older people with the same problems, but at the same time, it's a sign that you're fighting this a lot quicker than most. It took them a long time to get where they are, but you are already there at a much younger age. It's a sign of your strength
You never know when something may click, and things could start to fall into place. Good things can happen at the most unexpected of times.
I got all worried about having electric stuff near the bath, as awesome as it is Maybe when i have disposable income it won't bother me so much 
You never know when something may click, and things could start to fall into place. Good things can happen at the most unexpected of times.
I got all worried about having electric stuff near the bath, as awesome as it is
Maybe when i have disposable income it won't bother me so much I guess that's one way of looking at it. When I was at the hearing voices group, whilst I didn't ask, I got the impression that these people had been struggling for a long time and it's like sure I'm getting help but it's not doing anything, am I going to end up like them when I'm 40? I know this sounds really arrogant of me but they were unemployed, overweight and smoked a hell of a lot- which I know is kinda normal with severe mental illnesses but it's like I was looking at my own future, hence why I gave up going even though the actual talking bit was pretty helpful.
The toilet in my bathroom is nearish to the bath so I can put the laptop on top without being so close that I need to worry about it getting wet. But yeah I won't use my phone in the bath as I get scared I'll drop it in
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Haha 
Is wife being more helpful recently?
Good Yeah was fun!
Guardians of the Galaxy! Tempted to see Dawn of the Planet of the Apes and How to Train Your Dragon 2, too Even if I've seen those two already 
GotG has some pretty great reviews by the sounds of things though Going to head off in a bit I think! It's at 6pm-ish too, which is good as I'll get back around 10ish maybe, avoid relatives a bit (not that they're not nice, but just makes it easier)
Is wife being more helpful recently? Good
Yeah was fun!Guardians of the Galaxy! Tempted to see Dawn of the Planet of the Apes and How to Train Your Dragon 2, too
Even if I've seen those two already GotG has some pretty great reviews by the sounds of things though Going to head off in a bit I think! It's at 6pm-ish too, which is good as I'll get back around 10ish maybe, avoid relatives a bit (not that they're not nice, but just makes it easier)Not really. She still thinks tickling is an appropriate response.
I've seen Guardians of the Galaxy it was pretty good. What did you think of it? I really want to see Let's be cops but my wife says the reviews are crap so she's not seeing it.
TLG Update: Huge influx of relatives for the summer (started yesterday) so will hardly be on here. Don't panic if I don't post for many days in a row!
Welcome to you and all the other newbies! It sounds really rough, being in your situation. I'm not sure what to say but have a hug!
Not pathetic at all lovely
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So I've written my scary letter to tell my parents that I'm resitting 2nd year
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I'll just start talking because the title of this thread is 'mental health'.
My story isn't as bad as many of you people on this page but for me it is very hard. When I was two years old my parents divorced, we lived in New York we are American. When they divorced my mum decided to come to England. I wasn't used to this at all considering everything about New York leaving all my family, I only had my brother and sister and my mum. My dad had made a plan that every summer me and my brother and sister move back for the duration of the holiday. I know this May seem like a very good thing, it is for me I love it but at the end of summer I have to leave my dad and my country. I live in a small town a aswell which I hate because the neighbors are always doing bad things (I won't go into detail) I've been to CAMS or however you spell it and it was alright but I decided not to because they placed me on tier three which is self harm which I don't deliberately do. I just need to talk to someone with the problems. I'm sixteen and in nine days again the torture of separating from my father begins. If you read this thankyou.
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My story isn't as bad as many of you people on this page but for me it is very hard. When I was two years old my parents divorced, we lived in New York we are American. When they divorced my mum decided to come to England. I wasn't used to this at all considering everything about New York leaving all my family, I only had my brother and sister and my mum. My dad had made a plan that every summer me and my brother and sister move back for the duration of the holiday. I know this May seem like a very good thing, it is for me I love it but at the end of summer I have to leave my dad and my country. I live in a small town a aswell which I hate because the neighbors are always doing bad things (I won't go into detail) I've been to CAMS or however you spell it and it was alright but I decided not to because they placed me on tier three which is self harm which I don't deliberately do. I just need to talk to someone with the problems. I'm sixteen and in nine days again the torture of separating from my father begins. If you read this thankyou.
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Welcome to you and all the other newbies! It sounds really rough, being in your situation. I'm not sure what to say but have a hug!
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Back to lying curled up on the floor just listening to harry potter audio books again. 
That's what I used to do before I went into hospital. Dont know how to snap out of it- I feel so awful. And its so fecking pathetic- Im eighteen ffs I should be able to deal with things and I dont and just dijggo;iwej;okmdq.dmkkkv. 
That's what I used to do before I went into hospital. Dont know how to snap out of it- I feel so awful. And its so fecking pathetic- Im eighteen ffs I should be able to deal with things and I dont and just dijggo;iwej;okmdq.dmkkkv. Not pathetic at all lovely
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The worst thing is she does know about my MH problems yet she still puts me down and makes fun of me, calls me names and expects me to run around after her, even though she knows how much stress I'm under just now 
I'd wanted to cut ties with her gradually but maybe now is the time to do it, she's mad at me anyway so I might just tell her to stop being friends with me
Thanks
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I'd wanted to cut ties with her gradually but maybe now is the time to do it, she's mad at me anyway so I might just tell her to stop being friends with me Thanks
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Oh my
Definitely cut her out - I'm so sorry you've had to put up with this 
Just distance yourself and get her away!!my calfs are really painful today, and all i can think is cos i didnt wear my insoles on monday and did quite a lot of standing/walking really hate the fact my body hates me the day after i dont do what i should
brother went today to carry on his travels before moving back to china for a year. it felt so right having them here
but on a positive note, me and my mum have organised a day for when im in the north as like a her and my step dads joint birthday day. and were going up to the lakes for the day, and go on a boat cruize and have a picnic and the lancaster bombers are doing a fly over aswell. and were going to the icecream place, and ill TRY remember to take a photo before i get over excited!
brother went today to carry on his travels before moving back to china for a year. it felt so right having them here
but on a positive note, me and my mum have organised a day for when im in the north as like a her and my step dads joint birthday day. and were going up to the lakes for the day, and go on a boat cruize and have a picnic and the lancaster bombers are doing a fly over aswell. and were going to the icecream place, and ill TRY remember to take a photo before i get over excited!
Original post by Cantthinkofname
I'll just start talking because the title of this thread is 'mental health'.
My story isn't as bad as many of you people on this page but for me it is very hard. When I was two years old my parents divorced, we lived in New York we are American. When they divorced my mum decided to come to England. I wasn't used to this at all considering everything about New York leaving all my family, I only had my brother and sister and my mum. My dad had made a plan that every summer me and my brother and sister move back for the duration of the holiday. I know this May seem like a very good thing, it is for me I love it but at the end of summer I have to leave my dad and my country. I live in a small town a aswell which I hate because the neighbors are always doing bad things (I won't go into detail) I've been to CAMS or however you spell it and it was alright but I decided not to because they placed me on tier three which is self harm which I don't deliberately do. I just need to talk to someone with the problems. I'm sixteen and in nine days again the torture of separating from my father begins. If you read this thankyou.
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My story isn't as bad as many of you people on this page but for me it is very hard. When I was two years old my parents divorced, we lived in New York we are American. When they divorced my mum decided to come to England. I wasn't used to this at all considering everything about New York leaving all my family, I only had my brother and sister and my mum. My dad had made a plan that every summer me and my brother and sister move back for the duration of the holiday. I know this May seem like a very good thing, it is for me I love it but at the end of summer I have to leave my dad and my country. I live in a small town a aswell which I hate because the neighbors are always doing bad things (I won't go into detail) I've been to CAMS or however you spell it and it was alright but I decided not to because they placed me on tier three which is self harm which I don't deliberately do. I just need to talk to someone with the problems. I'm sixteen and in nine days again the torture of separating from my father begins. If you read this thankyou.
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I take it you're a US citizen? In which case I think you can move back to the US without restriction. You say you're 16 so you could try going to university in the US once you reach 18?
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Oh my Definitely cut her out - I'm so sorry you've had to put up with this Just distance yourself and get her away!!
Definitely cut her out - I'm so sorry you've had to put up with this Just distance yourself and get her away!!I tried to cut things nicely, I apologised and spent ages working on a message to tell her how I'm feeling and not blaming her, but she's really pissed at me now. I feel sick, there's a huge pit of anxiety in my stomach now :/
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Help she's so annoyed at me she's turning it round and calling me horrible
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Just block her from your phone. You don't need **** like this
Will reply to people in a bit
Finished watching film - which was really really good, and I check my phone and on facebook some friends have made a message group to organise some camping to the lake district - in part just so they can meet up with me (I think/from the sounds of it) - I moved away from where they live (and all my friends) in february, and it's just so lovely and awesome of them.
But for some reason my mind doesn't think "oh yay, I can be happy" it just starts to get scared, and I get anxiet-y, and then walk back home feeling as low as anything and just so confused because I know I shouldn't be.
And part of me knows that I'm a good friend, and that so are they, but at the same time I'm telling myself that I'll just disappoint them/I'm rubbish, and for some reason that bit of me wins and I just feel rubbish and confused and stupid
I'm not sure when they're hoping to do it and I'm just scared to see what's happening/have to reply. I replied to say "Sounds good"/etc. but they've said stuff since then/I have notifications. I don't know
I just hate it
Edit: I do have some KFC to munch on though I mean munching on chips on the way back didn't help, but I left the piece of chicken for now. 
Finished watching film - which was really really good, and I check my phone and on facebook some friends have made a message group to organise some camping to the lake district - in part just so they can meet up with me (I think/from the sounds of it) - I moved away from where they live (and all my friends) in february, and it's just so lovely and awesome of them.
But for some reason my mind doesn't think "oh yay, I can be happy" it just starts to get scared, and I get anxiet-y, and then walk back home feeling as low as anything and just so confused because I know I shouldn't be.
And part of me knows that I'm a good friend, and that so are they, but at the same time I'm telling myself that I'll just disappoint them/I'm rubbish, and for some reason that bit of me wins and I just feel rubbish and confused and stupid
I'm not sure when they're hoping to do it and I'm just scared to see what's happening/have to reply. I replied to say "Sounds good"/etc. but they've said stuff since then/I have notifications. I don't know
I just hate it
Edit: I do have some KFC to munch on though
I mean munching on chips on the way back didn't help, but I left the piece of chicken for now. (edited 9 years ago)
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I tried to cut things nicely, I apologised and spent ages working on a message to tell her how I'm feeling and not blaming her, but she's really pissed at me now. I feel sick, there's a huge pit of anxiety in my stomach now :/
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Don't reply. Leave her to cool down. Seriously ignore her, she's making you feel **** for no reason but to make herself feel better (so twisted, but likely).
Distract yourself instead - watch some tv or read a book etc. It'll be worth cutting ties
I'm here for you
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Just block her from your phone. You don't need **** like this
Look
I'm so scared of what to do
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Tell her your mate TLG tells her to ****ing get a grip and get over herself
