Fed up. Might just cancel all support while I'm in this city and wait until I move. I don't like the support team, I can't wait to move and get away from all this. Start a fresh. New beginning and fresh start.
Fed up. Might just cancel all support while I'm in this city and wait until I move. I don't like the support team, I can't wait to move and get away from all this. Start a fresh. New beginning and fresh start.
To be honest, very paranoid. I keep thinking people are against me, or secretly don't like me. It's stupid. My boyfriend keeps reassuring me, saying they don't and they love me. But its hard for me to believe at the current time. My head hurts thinking about it all. Stupid brain.
To be honest, very paranoid. I keep thinking people are against me, or secretly don't like me. It's stupid. My boyfriend keeps reassuring me, saying they don't and they love me. But its hard for me to believe at the current time. My head hurts thinking about it all. Stupid brain.
I've actually done something productive today, I've booked in to go donate blood and I've put up posters in my room (finally put up the poster I got from the fan screening of The Fault in Our Stars - it's HUGE)
I still dont know how long I'm going to be here alone for though =/ which sucks.
I think it is better to feel like you and then reapply. That will allow you to get more out of the course. Are you able to do some placements to get a better idea of which area you want to work in? But before take some time out just doing what you want. HUGS!
Wanted to reply earlier, but my Internet hanged itself up too often. Thus: Thanks! Sadly Today I not got into revising until 1500 (not counting the useless time before trying not to think of something which is not that important, but somehow I have the feeling my mind does play me a trick, because it can't be, that I just learn my 8 hours like everyone else ). Hm, lost time with buying food ... supermarkets are confusing. But I needed stuff, because tomorrow a friend comes to help me with revising. I know, that is moaning on a very high level, but it is annoying, how one thought allways tries to cover my whole head.
A nice bowl of cereals with mango and apples as sidedish? Make you something you want to get up. Not getting up will make it worse, sadly. Maybe just get up for two hours of effective stuff. (Breakfast, shower, etc.) and just plan that? Once you are up everything gets easier!
Aargh, spilt tea on my sewing! Was so close to completion, and now I have to wait for it to dry again. Consoling myself with coffee though.
And of course you'll endeavour to see your friends who are conveniently located a train ride away? KD on Tuesday.
No your sewing!! Also why we're you drinking tea??!?!? I shall indeed endeavour to do that, probably Tuesday afternoon and then KD? Sadly have to be home at a reasonable time since flying on Wednesday morning but can pop in for a bit also have medicinal alcohol to drop off :P