i'm scared of the dark. which is ridiculous because i am a 20 year old independent adult. and if that isn't ridiculous enough - i keep wanting to go outside and wander around london late at night when i feel all mopey. which is just a recipe for disaster.
I am too but with me it's weird, I enjoy being outside at night when there's street lamps, but anywhere indoors that's dark petrifies me
Not at all! You're looking at something big and scary but something incredible with lots of possibility to improve/learn/do absolutely nothing! haha!
I think the problem is that I don't know what I'm doing, it sounds ridiculous but I have a huge great long list of things I want to do but because there's not the structure there of having to go to school, however much I hated that, it's just so scary
i'm scared of the dark. which is ridiculous because i am a 20 year old independent adult. and if that isn't ridiculous enough - i keep wanting to go outside and wander around london late at night when i feel all mopey. which is just a recipe for disaster.
Same. I am scared of late nights but I also go out at late at night when I feel down it is comforting isn't it though? quiet and just so... awesome.
going to my mums for a week on thursday, and even though im like proper excited, im still gonna miss home, and my boyfriend. but gahh gotta pack my "big" tops because my step dad will be all arsey about me being fat. so got sort of 3 "safe" tops i know of, not sure if i have any more, and people wonder why i live in hoodies but i guess its my nephews birthday, and my mums planned loads of days so i can spend loads of time with her which i love!
then the day i travel back my uni results go live online, and im SO scared for them. like really nervous. i so want to pass but scared ill fail again but on the other hand im worried ill actually do really well in my dissertation, and will be penalised because i was ill and didnt claim extenuating circs so can only get 40% in it i dunno brains confused by it all.
also still feeling ill, and im scared its not cysts this time, as im not cramping, but i dunno if its my paranoia. gahhhhh
ok so from this its clear my brain is fully broken
My life is generally okay. It's just my brain is annoying .
Ah I see. Well let's hope it's less annoying tomorrow. Please forgive me for asking if I remember correctly you've finished year 13. Excited for uni/gap year?
i struggle to tell whats my anxiety and what's (possibly) ibs. If the whole 'feeling like someones making balloon animals with my insides' feeling would sod off, I might be able to get more than 4 hours sleep...
Ah I see. Well let's hope it's less annoying tomorrow. Please forgive me for asking if I remember correctly you've finished year 13. Excited for uni/gap year?
Not particularly. I'm neutral. Are you excited for the coming year?
Quite a nice article written by someone with PTSD who took up running - thought some people on here might be able to relate.
Haven't read the article but I have seen what you might call more unorthodox experimental treatments of therapy resistant PTSD involving MDMA assisted therapy if you wanted more food for thought.
Haven't read the article but I have seen what you might call more unorthodox experimental treatments of therapy resistant PTSD involving MDMA assisted therapy if you wanted more food for thought.
I don't have PTSD myself but that still sounds interesting. It's weird how many recreational drugs have potential therapeutic qualities - makes me want to be a guinea pig myself.