beside myself. been feeling really **** and emotional and got to uni. absolutely ****. parents were horrible the whole way, calling me names, and we argued and it was ****ing horrible. then I got my stuff out of the car and they just stayed sitting in the front, and they just said 'see you' and drove away. now left in a ****ty room all by myself surrounded by boxes I need to unpack but just bawling my eyes out
beside myself. been feeling really **** and emotional and got to uni. absolutely ****. parents were horrible the whole way, calling me names, and we argued and it was ****ing horrible. then I got my stuff out of the car and they just stayed sitting in the front, and they just said 'see you' and drove away. now left in a ****ty room all by myself surrounded by boxes I need to unpack but just bawling my eyes out
Oh honey they sound awful wish I could give you a hug
Have the dentist soon. Scared. I eat too many sweets
I've been less than thorough with teeth brushing recently and have drank loads of diet coke daily and my teeth were 'perfect' when i went last week, so I wouldn't sweat it
I've been less than thorough with teeth brushing recently and have drank loads of diet coke daily and my teeth were 'perfect' when i went last week, so I wouldn't sweat it
I am off to college again today for my second week of GCSE English and Maths. But I am in relaxed way which is good I left a lot earlier which is good so no stressing on getting there.
In other news my parents are coming tomorrow from Mexico woop they have been away for two weeks.
Tyrion is right. A disability is defined as a chronic health condition which has/ is expected to last for 12 months or longer. Hence, MH conditions do come under the disability discrimination act.
Thank you
Also thinking "disabled" is an insult is really ableist!!!
Also thinking "disabled" is an insult is really ableist!!!
mm. I don't personally consider myself disabled w.r.t my panic disorder; when I have it under control. I prefer to think of it as I'm really, really good at trying to keep myself safe. Sometimes my brain takes it a bit too far :/
mm. I don't personally consider myself disabled w.r.t my panic disorder; when I have it under control. I prefer to think of it as I'm really, really good at trying to keep myself safe. Sometimes my brain takes it a bit too far :/
^ this. I swear its the PHQ i used to fill in.
That's a good way of thinking of it I tend to think of myself as differently abled
So I made it to University! First step out of the way.
Now I just need to find where all my lectures are held. I'm not that confident so looking through all the buildings is a bit of a struggle since I end up looking like a fool. Spent an hour wondering around campus aimlessly and got frustrated so ended up sitting in the coffee shop having a coffee on my own .
Still at least I found one room that I need for tomorrow so I know where to go and how long it'll take to get there.
Haven't really made any friends yet so will have to see how things go. I'm not a very sociable person and I don't tend to go out all that much. Everyone keeps asking me to go out but I'd rather sit in at the moment and organise myself properly.
Not really looking forward to the start of lessons since I sleep a lot due to medication and I have some early starts. Time will tell if I end up missing them due to over-sleeping.