I have OCD and I think Body Dysmorphia and one of the things I am obsessed about is my teeth. I can spend hours and hours every day checking them, cleaning them and worrying about them. I just found out I need a root canal and will then have an amalgam crown because I am an NHS patient and I am absolutely freaking out over this because I CANNOT HAVE A SILVER TOOTH. I have two amalgam fillings and can’t cope even looking at the them so I know I won’t be able to deal with an amalgam crown. A tooth-coloured one would cost me somewhere in the region of £350, which I can’t afford, especially as I am looking to start a University course in January and will be paying my own course fees (I do not qualify for a student loan). I don’t know what to do. Please help me. Has anyone successfully managed to get a tooth-coloured crown on the NHS and how did you manage this? Any advice would be welcome but please do not tell me just to deal with it or to get over it because that is not possible. I have a mental illness and it is ruining my life.