Hello everybody, i'm not exactly sure if I have a mental health issue or not. I've just been feeling extreme loneliness, to the extent that I only live to survive. In that I only do what I have to in order to get through life.
I used to put 100% into most things I set my mind on. But because of this loneliness I just can't. I don't have the energy to push myself. I don't know what exactly this is.
Anyway, just want to introduce myself. I hope you're all ok today and I can support anyone who needs it.
Thats even better then apart from my antibiotics, i get stupid lloyds pharmacy packets. Dunno what id get if i went to the surgery dispensary, iv never tried. I feel better getting free meds from a big company than a dispensary
Thats even better then apart from my antibiotics, i get stupid lloyds pharmacy packets. Dunno what id get if i went to the surgery dispensary, iv never tried. I feel better getting free meds from a big company than a dispensary
I don't think anyone could ever love me. I'm ugly, fat and I'm not interesting at all :/.
I just wonder what the point is sometimes. What's the point of losing my weight? What's the point of being ambitious or successful in life if I'm doomed to do it all alone?
I don't think anyone could ever love me. I'm ugly, fat and I'm not interesting at all :/.
I just wonder what the point is sometimes. What's the point of losing my weight? What's the point of being ambitious or successful in life if I'm doomed to do it all alone?
I feel broken, lonely and devastated.
I used to feel exactly the same way as you but even I found someone who loved me back! I do believe there is someone out there for everyone. Plus I'm sure you're nowhere near as ugly, big or uninteresting as you feel
Just keep reaching out to people. I appreciate that is hard and not always comfortable but I'd say it's important to let someone - even if it's just us! - know how you are doing.
I'm not too bad thanks. Very sleepy though so about to head to bed I hope you sleep OK!
It makes no difference to the pharmacy whether you pay or not- I've got a prepayment card thing now anyway so I just show then that and they give it me, not that they'd particularly care anyway I don't think
I used to feel exactly the same way as you but even I found someone who loved me back! I do believe there is someone out there for everyone. Plus I'm sure you're nowhere near as ugly, big or uninteresting as you feel
Well I'm happy for you .
But noone loves me. My grandmother didn't want me. She's always told me that she was very annoyed to adopt me as she had to give up things. My sister only expresses her "love" when she needs something. And she's a pathological lier. The rest of my family are at best indifferent towards me.
I just feel rather lonely. Usually, I'm indifferent to the world and the only emotion I feel is anxiety. But whenever I fall in love with somebody, the emotional part of me becomes active. And now that that's ended, the part of me that feels is feeling all that loneliness etc that I'd safely buried away.
At least I'll be numb to the pain in the morning :/.
But noone loves me. My grandmother didn't want me. She's always told me that she was very annoyed to adopt me as she had to give up things. My sister only expresses her "love" when she needs something. And she's a pathological lier. The rest of my family are at best indifferent towards me.
I just feel rather lonely. Usually, I'm indifferent to the world and the only emotion I feel is anxiety. But whenever I fall in love with somebody, the emotional part of me becomes active. And now that that's ended, the part of me that feels is feeling all that loneliness etc that I'd safely buried away.
At least I'll be numb to the pain in the morning :/.
Oh hun. So you fell for someone but it didn't work out? That hurts a lot. That's exactly what happened to me But just knowing that someone could love me even for a little while gives me hope for the future
Oh hun. So you fell for someone but it didn't work out? That hurts a lot. That's exactly what happened to me But just knowing that someone could love me even for a little while gives me hope for the future
Yes. But it's not just it not working out. It's the other issues it raises. Noone loving me, being too unattractive to the same sex, feeling lonely, being undesirable, having no personal interests and related things.
Also, hopefully I'll get a reply soon. If only I could force people to comply with my wishes -_-.
Well my mind is really annoying. I'm fine now. I want to feel bad but listening to sad music has drained every bit of self pity I had left. Short of doing something I'd regret, I've got no choice but to move forward.
But now I can't think about anything else -_-. Well I can but the person is on my mind a lot.
Seeking referral to Early Intervention Team for some symptoms and diagnosis for either OCD and/or ASD tomorrow, any tips?
Do you mean you're asking your GP for a referral? I'm not 100% sure if EITs/EISs cover ASD but it's worth finding out. Just bullet point a list of your symptoms and things that you have noticed/that have made you unhappy over the past month or so and hand it over to your GP
Yes. But it's not just it not working out. It's the other issues it raises. Noone loving me, being too unattractive to the same sex, feeling lonely, being undesirable, having no personal interests and related things.
These things have an awful way of tapping into stuff we don't really wanna thing about Which I had a solution for that
These things have an awful way of tapping into stuff we don't really wanna thing about Which I had a solution for that
Well thanks for the hugs .
I need some closure, I think. I still intend to speak to this person platonically. I'm still getting to know them so perhaps I can discuss my feelings when we finally meet. It's been fb/phone purely. (And yes, I realise I sound crazy for falling for someone over the internet)