Mental Health Support Society Mk XIV

the darkness is every where and its swallowing me up and I'm running running running but i can't run fast enough and nothing is helping

i cant breath right, its hard! my head is a mess and i cant seem to stop crying!
there are too many reasons!!!
but i am a waste! and thats the only reason i feel this way and i have my self to blame for being a useless person

Going to see my GP for the first time this week about my depression and self harm

I'm so scared

im not ok im not ok. too hard. cry cry arghhhh

so apparently random crazy bursts of motivation lead to crazy things

i wish i felt like i can cope with gcses.

so iv just wasted my entire night filling in a job application form for a job i wont get as i didnt read it properly and it doesnt want people with degrees

Distractions not working

Maybe try do some sports? Push-ups or sit-ups? It may give you an anker you can build up slowly ... I just have to think of Frodo right now and the light Galadriel gave him.




You don't have to blame yourself, you just forot all the things you are capable of to do my yourself, the power to improve the situation by yourself.



And so brave!



...I know talkin know of cookies seem pathetic, but I wish you all the luck you get a feeling of eating very good cookies soon!


What crazy things?



You can. Maybe try to structure the revision with space for free time and talk to others, who did them last year, what they can give you for advise.


At least the next application will et quicker! (I forgot, that lectures have already started this week... => you are not alone.)

how are you?

urgh so miserable, so hopeless. I cant seem to do anything right. may as well go to bed and stay there

I feel similar :\ I want to go to bed and not think about anything, but i probably won't even end up sleeping because thoughts...

I don't feel like doing anything at all, it's like everything i thought i liked i've lost interest in.

Went to drama practice but I just feel **** about myself now, everyone else there is so good and I'm so bad, I'm never going to get a part


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How long have they been doing it compared to you though? We all start somewhere!

I can't be sure because some of them are new so I don't know how much experience they have, but I just feel like I'm the worst one there

My flatmate has a crush on a boy that I used to fancy and actually asked out last year (was rejected) I wanna support her but I feel kind of awkward


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Drama, like many of the arts, is highlycompetetive, and people often start from a real young age, chances are a lot of them have been in drama groups a lot. I know how crushing it is though, when others completely overshadow you, i pretty much gave up on drawing and artsy stuffs because i don't come close to most of the people out there.

Relationship stuff is always messy :d Only support her if you feel it won't be triggering in some way for you

Something I (sorta) composed myself, stay strong people

http://vocaroo.com/i/s1QKkVksebox
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Thank you for the kind messages!