Original post by swopnili feel sorry for what happened, but let me give you my perspective on this. don;t feel offended especially if i misunderstand you.
When you were 16 years old, YOU made a decision to apply for medicine for what ever reason. Sure it may be because you watched a TV and it wasn't an informed choice, but guess what you made a decision. Now OWN it! All of the time, nobody ever makes a right decision the first time, instead successful and truly happy people make their decision right. and i think its the time for you to do the same.
you may not like medical school and what you are learning, but trust me JUST ****ing go through it, instead of hating your life and living it full of misery. looking at the sort of post that you post on tsr it seems that 'thoughts' are getting the most of you. you are constantly thinking, taking and discussing about how **** your life has been at med school and that definitely is not helping. i don't know about you, but i can clearly see that you are not satisfied with your life at the moment. isn't that right? i am not going to delve more into this because i don't really know you and your situation but i feel like i have to offer this perspective to you.
this is the reality, you are not unsatisfied with your life because you go to a med school and you are reading boring stuffs, but in fact you are not satisfied because you are feeding your subconscious mind with these thoughts and you believe in them. you are all up in your head and you are not grounded. in order to be grounded and truly happy in life (i know this is what every soul want to be), i invite you to consider looking into meditation and self discovery. of course you don't have to do it, but i strongly recommend it and experience the change.
essentially, you want to stop "thinking" and realize that all of your thoughts are not true and listen to the true you. but, i will let you discover that for yourself.
i am just going to tell you to live now, and go through this experience. assuming that you are a medical student, i will tell you to work really hard and get this degree. i've already said this before but i will say it again. its not about the end result that's important, its what you become through the journey you go through. medicine or any degree in fact is a beautiful thing that not only will it give you a degree, it will develop you as a person and provide you with virtues that going to be important in what ever you decide to do later on. even if you decided to do LLB degree, you will become a better person not just because you decided to follow your inclination and go with law recently, but because of going though med school, having been disappointed and understanding the life as a junior doctor. you will be a better because of all the experience you went through. trust me. it has all happened for good, as long as you decide that it has.
also, have you thought of'Medical jurisprudence.' you dont have to be a consultant and work as a medical doctor with a medical degree. its amazing the ranges of things you can do. infact for this field you can put your medical understand to something you like.
even, if you are already a junior doctor, its not too late to make a decision to change your life, and even if you want to be a pilot, its not an impossible option that you can do.
also, why part time LLB if you don't want to become a doctor then don't be a doctor and always follow your heart.
and don't be offended or feel like i am downing you, if it implies to you then 'you are welcome' if not then just acknowledge this perspective. it may come to be helpful later on..