As I go to a language college. We're supposed to take 1 language at GCSE.
I do Spanish, but I'm extremely bad at it.
When I work my hardest, I still end up failing and coming out with a D grade, a C grade at most.
For example, during the October half term, I had a speaking controlled assessment, and I had to memorise my paragraphs, which were good. However, the memorizing was so hard, that it took me days to memorize paragraphs, including 3 days to memorize my 2nd paragraph, and I ended up sacrificing my Science revision time for the Spanish, doing no revision for Science until the night before.
I did the speaking, I ended up with a D/C.
I got a C in Chemistry and C in Biology (1 mark of B).
Those 25 hours of revision for Spanish, I still came out with a mediocre grade, whilst only 3 hours of Science revision the night before and I came out with a C, which I believe I could of at least scraped a B, had Spanish not been so time-consuming.
I feel like I'm wasting my time on Spanish, which is meaningless to me, and I believe I could use the time for other subjects, which I'm struggling with such as Chemistry or History.