Unsure about what to choose for my GCSE's, irritated that I didnt put more effort into learning a language, feeling stupid becuase I didnt participate/stay with a physical activitie from the age of eight, Stupid because everything seemed so much clearer 2 months ago and now it's like a jigsaw with lost pieces. I also dont know if i will be able to continue watching the type of tv shows that I watched in the past whilst at the same time persue my ambitions -which i'm not 100% of-