So i have no friends.. No real friends anyway. It's sad. I have acquaintances and I have had friends but I feel more miserable with them in my life. I just seem to attract the wrong types. I have a boyfriend but I want girl friends. Girls you can be yourself around. I see everyone else has them. It's depressing. I mean for starters there's this one girl I've built a great relationship with over the past 2 years. We've shared secrets and have been there for each other. However she then met a boy. (I like this boy as a friend too) but when she's with him she'll walk past and ignore me. It's ridiculous. I have confronted her about it and I get a lame excuse. She plays the 'oh I didn't realise, I'm so silly' card. So recently I was like honestly i don't think she's for me.
I then have a friend I've been best friends with for over 15 years and again been there for her. We've had great times. Again meets a boy. Again I like the boy as a friend, we have no problem with each other but she acts different when he's around and will only make plans with him. There's a lot more too it but I can't go into every detail on this forum. With this friend I've kept quiet cause I am not too sure what is happening. I'm just fed up. I'm fed up of not being appreciated. I'm not even sure why I'm posting this. I guess I want to let it out. Maybe I'm missing something? How do I make real friends? Wow I sound weird. Like from the outside looking in you wouldn't think I would have this problem. I guess everything thinks everyone else has a great life. It's just sad. Both these girls have other girls to fall back on. And I'm kind of alone. I don't know it's sad. I have no hobbys I'm only 20. And this isn't the end of my world. It's just upsetting.