Overthinking. Why do I do it.
Sent someone a message asking a question last night. They haven't replied yet. I sent the message because I would rather it not be a face to face conversation. He doesn't come on Facebook very much and I have to see him tomorrow night. At which point, NORMAL people would ask the question then.. but I don't want to.. but when he realises I'd sent him a message then seen him and not mentioned it.. it looks weird!! Well I am I suppose. But never mind.
And I hate that the question is involving me being awkward and not being able to make something :'). Not my fault to be fair. I've only just joined the group and can't cancel plans that I made before I knew I was joining, right? In the future I can make sure things don't clash, but I didn't foresee myself joining so nothing can be done!
But I hate waiting for people's reactions. Will he be annoyed? Am I worried about nothing? Is there any point me being involved in the group until after the event is over as I'm not involved in it? Do I show up tomorrow knowing I can't do it? Lol. Sorry.