been crying my eyes out. starting to feel like existence isn't an option again. also physically feeling even worse. im such a horrid failure and everything is compounding and dreadful.
been crying my eyes out. starting to feel like existence isn't an option again. also physically feeling even worse. im such a horrid failure and everything is compounding and dreadful.
still ill, just fed up with it now, feeling like **** as well but always do so why even try to care about it anymore? not like I even do anything worthwhile at all is it.
still ill, just fed up with it now, feeling like **** as well but always do so why even try to care about it anymore? not like I even do anything worthwhile at all is it.
I'm wanting to try being friends with my ex again now, it's been a year. My main problem is I seem to think every girl will laugh at me/see me as weak for the passive effects that the absolute drain on my testosterone that is sleep deprivation incur, among a thousand other things you all know about. These worries along with the Superman guy friend insecurity in particular ruined the relationship. The friendship was very strong and she was incredibly supportive. Yet I now fear my pride and dignity will be shot if she sees me as I am, especially today when
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It's been an otherwise good day, my sister's 21st birthday and a close family reunion
Sorry for late reply, i was actually doing a night shift at a care home, 12 hours O_o very taxing in some respects, but rewarding in others. The other staff are lovely which helps a lot
Things are going onwards and upwards, but ain't gonna lie my anxiety is pretty bad at the moment, was only my second shift so im hoping before too long i will cope better. Happy to be coming off jobseekers and earning money now though.
Good job for getting the courage to read that stuff, it can be tough
Hey man, don't worry about it that does sound pretty tough, but it's good that you feel like it's paying off for yourself or others aw yeah I know the feeling. But like you say, onwards and upwards! This is probably a natural initial spike while you settle down into employment
Thanks-confused whether I should make contact. She already has in November and I basically said it's too soon