I managed to make conversation with a few people this evening at my band rehearsal. And as a result I wasn't standing on my own for ages like I normally am! Pleased with myself.
But..
The person who gives me a lift home afterwards is such an irresponsible driver. Really far too fast and erratic. Racing another car (not that the other car wanted to be involved) and overtaking on blind bends just to get ahead. It's sent my anxiety sky high. But worse is that if I ever pass my driving test and no longer rely on lifts, he will probably do stupid things like that to me.. Overtaking and then pulling in front of me with no room to spare so I have to brake.. Like he does with other people. I feel like crying because I can't say anything to him as I have nobody else who goes there who lives my way, and I have to carry on going because it's doing me good. I just know the way he drives will end in an accident. I just pray I'm not in the car at the time.