Mental Health Support Society XVI

Hey everyone, just back from docs. Do you ever feel like your doc gets fed up of you, but in reality its not true and its just your brain giving you negative thoughts ?

Got my lab switched!

My grandfather passed away last week, i can't feel normal since that day =(

I miss him so much, i cry every night before i go to sleep, i remember every moment with him every day .. i feel like there are knives in my chest because i've not see him for almost 6 months .. i travelled abroad, that's the reason .. and he had Alzheimer's.. so, i could not talk to him since that time ..


I try to act normal and do all the things i used to do but it still hard to handle .. i do not know how this thread work, but i wanted to write down what i feel ..

Hey everyone, just back from docs. Do you ever feel like your doc gets fed up of you, but in reality its not true and its just your brain giving you negative thoughts ?

He is renewing my fit note in 3 weeks time, and suppose they don't hand them out on plates and though it won't be anything long, he did say he will do an outline of my illness for ESA people

Another appt with him in 2 weeks and awaiting CBT, if that is weekly or whatever I'd still like to see GP every few weeks alongside as another support mechanism. Feel weird asking though, is it so weird ?

Great aunty died this morning just found out, weird that i feel a bit sad but no real emotion as of yet which i feel bad about. Whether that is because i have lots in my mind atm, i don' know

Sorry for your loss As for the above, welcome to Planet TLG



PRSOM




So sorry to hear this. I'm very sorry for your loss

Sorry for your loss





Thank you

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Do you have a CPN or anything you can discuss that with that will help you analyse if what you believe is true or not?

I got discharged back to my GP after I had my CMHT assessment. I'm scared she (my GP) won't believe me if I tell her.

won't believe you're being watched or won't believe you that you think you're being watched?

If the first then she may still be able to help you rationalise it out.

Do you think CMHT would help? Maybe you could ask for a second assessment?

Won't believe I'm being watched.

Not sure. It was really bad the assessment I had I dont think I'm allowed help? Going to a complaints thing on Friday about the assessment

I find talking to someone who doesn't believe the same things I do like being followed and mind control and stuff helpful to make me think why I believe it.

And you're entitled to a second opinion on the NHS so maybe at the complaint bring up you would like to be assessed again by another dr/therapist?

Yeah, I'm seeing my GP on Friday too, she wants to discuss a second opinion then. I'm just scared

Got my lab switched! Things seem to be going a little better today, annoyed one of the lecturers though. Didn't mean to aha.

Hope everyone's ok. for those who want/need them.

I had a nice lie in today, took my dog for a walk, trying to organise a tattoo appointment to get a cover up for an old one, i'm drinking a lot of water and i'm going to go food shopping soon to get some healthy food in.

Small victories today and i'm happy

Well done! Hope you're ok- here if you want me



Well done for you too! Sounds like a lot of good stuff


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Mood's all over the place, like I'm alright at the minute but not sure what I'm going to do next and going up and down really far really quickly



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I'm just anxious, but it's ok.

PM me if you need to chat?

I am having the worst mood swings today. One minute I'm hyper (like atm) the next I'm in tears.

Got a rehearsal in a minute so will go try that, thanks though.



Having the same problem, it's not nice! Hope they settle down soon for you.


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