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Reply 2320

guitaristemily

Original post by Anonymous #2

Still an achievement :smile:

not really :frown:

Reply 2321

The_Lonely_Goatherd

Original post by Sabertooth

Went out for lunch with my wife....the bus and being around people was so horrible, things are deteriorating so fast. :cry2:

Reply 2322

Anonymous #2

Original post by guitaristemily

not really :frown:

It's more than I've done let's put it that way :tongue:

Reply 2323

sherbet_lemons7

Original post by Sabertooth

Went out for lunch with my wife....the bus and being around people was so horrible, things are deteriorating so fast. :cry2:

Have you told people around you how things are? :hugs:

Reply 2324

Sabertooth

Original post by The_Lonely_Goatherd

Thanks TLG.

Called my psychiatrist and I'm back on the haloperidol but I'm scared of things getting worse. I was stupid to think things would be ok without it :frown:

Reply 2325

The_Lonely_Goatherd

Original post by Sabertooth

Thanks TLG.

Called my psychiatrist and I'm back on the haloperidol but I'm scared of things getting worse. I was stupid to think things would be ok without it :frown:

Maybe now wasn't the time, but I do sincerely believe that one day, things may not be this difficult for you and you may be able to manage without it :smile:

Glad you called the psychiatrist. Huge hugs from London! :hugs:

Reply 2326

Sabertooth

Original post by sherbet_lemons7

Have you told people around you how things are? :hugs:

I told my wife and she said everything is down to stress. I'm unemployed, out of education and the biggest stress in my life is ice hockey practice - which I'm probably going to quit.

Called my psychiatrist and have an appointment for next week.

Thanks for the hugs, I'm just so scared of going back to where I was before. :frown:

Reply 2327

Sabertooth

Original post by The_Lonely_Goatherd

Maybe now wasn't the time, but I do sincerely believe that one day, things may not be this difficult for you and you may be able to manage without it :smile:

Glad you called the psychiatrist. Huge hugs from London! :hugs:

I really do hope so too. I know I've come pretty far from the days of refusing to eat for weeks and never leaving my room but then I feel like I'm not far enough away from that. Sorry that probably makes no sense. :colondollar:

I hope your headache has gone and you were able to do some work.

Reply 2328

The_Lonely_Goatherd

Original post by Sabertooth

Makes perfect sense to me. It's that whole, "so near, yet so far" thing but in reverse, isn't it? :sadnod:

I get that too. But I really do have a lot of hope that one day, some day, somehow, things can and WILL be different. For both of us. Indeed, for ALL of us :h:

I hope your headache has gone and you were able to do some work.

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Reply 2329

ScaryScience

arghhhhhhhhhhhh. I give up on all this. honestly what is life. so triggered. cant seem to avoid it. hfjhhvvhdf

Reply 2330

The_Lonely_Goatherd

Right, snoozy time for TLG. Only slept at 4am this morning so quite tired. Plus it's been a long and eventful day, what with therapy ending. Good night all and thanks for the support (in the run-up to) today :grouphugs:

Original post by ScaryScience

arghhhhhhhhhhhh. I give up on all this. honestly what is life. so triggered. cant seem to avoid it. hfjhhvvhdf

Stay safe hun xxx

Reply 2331

purple-duck

Original post by Sabertooth

Went out for lunch with my wife....the bus and being around people was so horrible, things are deteriorating so fast. :cry2:

Lots of

Original post by furryface12

Well done! For dentist, too. Try not to be too harsh on yourself though :hugs:

Maybe he didn't want you to hear him joining in? :tongue:

Sorry

Think that's maybe the second time I've done any since I finished exams last summer though, so not exactly a great record...

Yeah

haha - you're right, must've been it... :tongue:

Don't apologise :eek:

Still good to do some :smile:

is difficult to do work. (like too difficult! :eek:

)
Really sorry for not replying to skype yet, will try to tomorrow :s-smilie:

Original post by ScaryScience

arghhhhhhhhhhhh. I give up on all this. honestly what is life. so triggered. cant seem to avoid it. hfjhhvvhdf

Sorry about uni/modules being rubbish atm :frown:

am off to bed now, but please do keep safe/ring someone if you need to? :hugs:

Original post by The_Lonely_Goatherd

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Done nothing today besides dentist and sitting in cinema office/watching TV. :/ Mouth hurts because of ulcer, too :frown:

Essay presentation in a week now. Dept. support person hasn't emailed back about essay-help, either. Not sure what to do :s-smilie:

Well. Sort of do. But just seems scary/just want to hide. (need to just get a book out and read and hope it makes sense, but just hoping it does seems so silly and risky and eurgh :frown:

) Keep thinking that I do *need* to do some sort of presentation, and just tempted to do mine first, then just walk out/not listen to the others in my tutor group, will probably want to run away anyway. :/ bleeeh.
Also thinking that maybe I should give up this society role even more, just feeling so bad atm, plus term 3 will probably be worse. Don't want to mess up degree stuff, either :frown:

but just confusing and don't know what to do/seems like such a cop-out/quitting after only 3-4 weeks in the role. and what if I improve? Even if i can't really see that happening :sad:

Hope everyone's alright. So tired :s-smilie:

Reply 2332

Paladian

Hello is anybody awake? :smile:

Reply 2333

plasmaman

Original post by Paladian

Hello is anybody awake? :smile:

Yeah, what's up? :smile:

Reply 2334

PandaWho

Cant sleep, brains wandering. Urgh.

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Reply 2335

furryface12

Original post by purple-duck

Lots of

Yeah

haha - you're right, must've been it... :tongue:

Don't apologise :eek:

Still good to do some :smile:

is difficult to do work. (like too difficult! :eek:

)
Really sorry for not replying to skype yet, will try to tomorrow :s-smilie:

Sorry about uni/modules being rubbish atm :frown:

am off to bed now, but please do keep safe/ring someone if you need to? :hugs:

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Done nothing today besides dentist and sitting in cinema office/watching TV. :/ Mouth hurts because of ulcer, too :frown:

Essay presentation in a week now. Dept. support person hasn't emailed back about essay-help, either. Not sure what to do :s-smilie:

Well. Sort of do. But just seems scary/just want to hide. (need to just get a book out and read and hope it makes sense, but just hoping it does seems so silly and risky and eurgh :frown:

but just confusing and don't know what to do/seems like such a cop-out/quitting after only 3-4 weeks in the role. and what if I improve? Even if i can't really see that happening :sad:

Hope everyone's alright. So tired :s-smilie:

Yeah work is hard :redface:

Don't worry, hope you sleep ;hugs:

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Really ridiculously low, need to sleep bit not happening :frown:

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Reply 2336

The_Lonely_Goatherd

for all those still awake. I can't sleep - brain buzzing. Either

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or brain is still wired up from last therapy session :dontknow:

Am using this time to get lots of work done though :work:

Reply 2337

Odd socks

I should have went to bed hours ago instead of staying up playing games :frown:

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Reply 2338

Anonymous #9

I had to cancel my doctors appointment because I have a massive deadline tomorrow which I forgot about when I was booking it and now she can't see me until the week after next :/

Reply 2339

ScaryScience

is someone arund please im completely shaken up. parents jeant to come and see me today and teyve had a car accident. no news and im absolutehy terrified