Not selfish! From the sounds of it you're mostly anxious because you want to say the "right" thing and stuff - not that there is anything specific, and also not your choice what makes you anxious either
Could you maybe ask her if she's seeing GP atm/getting any help? Though don't feel as though you need to, either!
Sorry you're not feeling great atm
Talking to friends is really difficult
I find particularly with friends from school/who I care about a lot but don't speak to day to day..
Your birthday soon too? Completely get that, really hoping Uni friends don't clock on/realise it's my birthday/can just keep it on the downlow. Worked out last year okay. Feel sort of bad for keeping it secret/not doing anything at all for it/having to sort of lie about it on the day, but at the same time don't want fuss either like you say
Sorry, possibly not talking about the same thing/making sense here, but many
either way!
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Got no work done still. With GP stuff just sort of focussed on sorting out that/thinking about it, plus had other stuff on today. The books I need for my current essay topic have been renewed from library, too, so aren't due back now/I can't get them until late april, now
Not sure what to do
Going to just read wiki article tomorrow night I think and try and work out something to present/say. Absolutely dreading it though
Going to look so stupid, but feel as though I have to do/otherwise it's just giving up marks, even if it's just giving up something like 10% for this piece.
Going to write in diary a bit I think, then try some sleep!
Back home end of this week/term over, which should be nice. Though also scary because that means revision will have to start soon, as well as it meaning the end of the year/summer/jobs/holidays/final year...