Well done for doing exam
Good luck for appointments and counselling
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Was just me and someone else for social, so didn't go ahead. Now really torn whether to go to this unofficial one or not. Feel bad for the social sec, and just seems so unfair everyone's bailed on it just because it's inconvenient. I can understand why they'd rather go to unofficial one sort of/it's better timing and stuff, but IMO we *should* support the actual one whatever. Am fine for people to organise something else if they can't go, but people who *can* go to the other one shouldn't just change. I don't know
People making a couple snarky comments about the difference in attendances for both socials/how the unofficial one is better organised, and just so unfair and stupid, and can imagine more being made, and just annoyed with them for making fun of the official one/stopping myself from making some sort of outburst of annoyance...
Think I'm going to go look for this teddy-bench
try to calm down (not *that* angry, but dunno.) and decide what to do. Need to go shopping too for nice birthday food for tomorrow
edit: and sorry for all these recent rambles, btw
haven't written in diary for a week or so, and think I just go between phases of writing in that and splurging on here....
plus maybe to do this not feeling absolutely awful/so it's easier to realise what's annoying me? anyway, more ramble.....