Don't think that way, I know how you feel and what you're going through but don't think this way. A opportunity will present itself to you somehow. I've been through this, I know it feels like you're standing in the middle of nowhere and all you want to do is curl up in a corner and cry but remember there is always light at the end of the tunnel and the darkest hour is always before dawn, there is always hope even when you can't see it. Don't give up on life, this is just a bad phase and it will pass. Remember your good times and don't think about the bad. Try again and again and again, everyday is a new day and the sun rises everyday regardless of how cloudy and dark yesterday was.